just work

I nodded and hurriedly returned to my room to put down my manuscript. I left the hotel gate, turned right, walked up the mountain road, turned over a small bridge, walked to a dense mountain forest, sat down on a large stone, and waited for Liu Yue to come and date me in the autumn breeze, on a bright and cool autumn night.

It's quiet and nobody around. The air in autumn is particularly fresh and the moon in autumn is particularly bright.

In a short time, Liu Yue came to us, her figure under the moonlight was particularly graceful and delicate.

I greeted her and opened her arms. Liu Yue quickly threw herself into my arms. We didn't talk, but hugged each other tightly.

I looked at Liu Yue happily

Liu Yue closed her eyes slightly, then suddenly smiled for a while, reached out and touched my chin: "The beard is not shaved, it's pricked!"

I smiled and said, "No one will stab you tomorrow. This will stab you well..."

"Bad guy... little bad guy, bad guy Feng..."

I stood up and turned Liu Yue around

The mountain breeze is blowing slowly, the pine waves are blowing, and the unknown insect's cry comes from the nearby grass.

A full moon hangs quietly in the night sky, silently watching us

Then we sat on a flat and protruding rock beside the forest, quietly watching the cool night sky and the stars and moon in the sky.

Liu Yue looked up at the starry sky and suddenly sighed softly.

"What's the matter? Sister Yue'er?" I gently held Liu Yue's hand, holding her soft and boneless shoulder.

"I think of my childhood, my hometown, and my past..." Liu Yue said quietly.

I didn't say anything. I held her shoulder tightly and pressed it in my direction.

My actions clearly sent a signal to Liu Yue: I am listening and speaking.

"Are you interested in my past? Do you want to hear? Do you want to know?" Liu Yue asked me.

"Hmm... I'm interested, I want to hear, I want to know..." I said: "But if you don't say, I will never ask. I'm afraid there are too many sadness hidden in your past, and I don't want you to feel sad in your memory..."

Liu Yue looked at me in the moonlight, with a blurred light in her eyes: "Feng, you know how considerate... In fact, I have tried to tell you many times, but I'm afraid you don't like it..."

I smiled, put Liu Yue flat, let her half lie in my arms, let her face face toward the night sky: "Moon, tell me, I have been waiting for this day..."

Liu Yue looked at me gently: "Feng, kiss me..."

I lowered my head

Liu Yue put my hand on her chest, and then put her hand on the back of my hand: "Feng, do you feel my heartbeat?"

"I feel it!"

"My heart is dancing with the pop in the night sky... In my childhood, in my hometown, I often have such bright starry sky and such tranquil tranquility," Liu Yue's voice said, and began to tell about her past

"My hometown is neither Jianghai nor Dongjiang. I am from Zhejiang Province. My hometown is in CN County, ZJ Province, a small fishing village by the sea. My parents are fishermen. My father goes out to the sea every day to fish. My mother weaves nets at home. I watch my little brother at home. When my father comes back from the sea, my family is in the moonlight of the sea. My father drinks with salted fish. My mother and I, and my brother are surrounded by each other and listen to my father's stories about going out to the sea "There are many kinds of stories, including beautiful mirages and legendary mermaids... We live a simple, happy and happy life together as a family..."

I was fascinated by the sound and gently stroked Liu Yue's beautiful hair.

"However, the happy time is always so short. In a typhoon season, the tropical storm swept my hometown, my family, my father, mother, and my brother... and I, because I went to school in the town, survived... In a flash, a happy family broke down, all my relatives were gone, and I was left..."

Liu Yue's voice was very calm, as if she were telling a story, but I could still hear the sadness and pain in her heart.

My heart was constricted. I didn't know that Liu Yue had such a miserable childhood.

"My uncle did business in Jianghai. After I became an orphan, my uncle returned to Cangnan, took me away, and brought me to Jianghai to go to school and live... However, five years later, after I went to junior high school, my uncle fell ill and died, my aunt remarried, and I was once again swept out of the house, so I had to stay at the home of the head teacher who sympathized with me. With the help of the school and classmates, I finished high school, entered Dongjiang Normal University, and then joined the work Zuo... My childhood was spent in Cangnan, and my youth and youth have been spent in Dongjiang Province until now... "Liu Yue opened her eyes and looked at the deep night sky:" A child without a mother is like a root grass... I have no father and no mother, what am I like? I summarized that I have a happy childhood, a suffering teenager... "

My heart is breaking. My Yue'er has such a sad experience. I just put my arms around Liu Yue's body and put my face on Liu Yue's face. My voice is choking: "What about the youth?"

"Youth? Ha ha..." Liu Yue reached out and brushed away the tears from my eyes and said with a smile, "The struggling youth, the struggling youth... to this day, I am still struggling and struggling... However, in the process of my struggling, I have also lost, lost, and made mistakes..."

I looked up, left Liu Yue's face and stared at Liu Yue.

"On the eve of graduation from college, on a train from Xijing to Jianghai, I met a mysterious senior official. After talking with me all the way to Jianghai, he gave me a phone number and said that if there was a need for job assignment, I could find him. However, I had no relatives or connections in the local area and was facing the fate of being assigned to the countryside as a teacher. Therefore, three days later, I got through to the person's phone and he directly asked me out." Meet in a single room of a hotel. After meeting, he asked me to have dinner and drink with him. During the meeting, he told me that he could realize my dream of staying in the city and arrange comfortable work for me

At that time, I didn't have any social experience. I seemed to have grabbed a straw to save my life in isolation, thanked him again and again, and accompanied him for a few drinks... During that time, I went to the bathroom, came back for another drink, and then I fell asleep in the past... When I woke up again, I found myself lying on the bed of the hotel room, a trace of not divining, and beside him lay the same trace of not divining... I understood everything, and my heart was as dead as ashes, There was no crying and no noise. I can't remember how I stumbled out of the hotel, ran to the riverside, gritted my teeth, and jumped in directly. I intend to pursue my father, mother and brother here

There was no death in the disaster. When I was driven down by the rolling south river, a fisherman saved me. Under his persuasion, I decided to live‘ "To live strong, life is so difficult, and it is precisely because it is not easy to live that it is necessary to live strong... 'The words of the fisherman's eldest brother encouraged me, and I decided to live..."

The senior official didn't break his promise. Under his arrangement, I was soon assigned to Jianghai Daily and directly entered the News Department... In this way, I lost my first time for my future and a good job... "

My heart shrinks and my eyes are full of pain.

"Later, I learned that the senior official was actually the executive vice mayor of Jianghai City and the real power figure of Jianghai City... While I felt humiliated and disdained for my behavior, I couldn't refuse his arrangement. I had no choice. I was frightened by poverty and poverty. I wanted to live a dignified and secure life

After taking part in the work, the deputy mayor tried to find me again, but I firmly refused. Later, the deputy mayor's secretary took a fancy to me and chased me crazily. I was eager to get rid of the vice mayor's entanglement. I also felt that the secretary was very smart and capable. With the acquiescence of the deputy mayor, my secretary and I quickly began to fall in love and get married... soon, we had children... "

"Nini!" I cried out, "That secretary is Song Mingzheng! Isn't it?"

"Yes, it's Nini, and the secretary is Song Mingzheng, who was the secretary of the deputy mayor in the municipal government office at that time..." Liu Yue looked at me: "Song Mingzheng has been kept in the dark, and has never known what happened to me and the deputy mayor... The deputy mayor acquiesced in my marriage with Song Mingzheng in order to achieve his goal. Shortly after the marriage, the deputy mayor transferred Song Mingzheng to the most remote county to be the deputy head of the county, so that he had the opportunity to approach me, but he never succeeded

After a short time, the deputy mayor had an accident and was arrested for taking bribes. At the same time, it was revealed that he was extremely extravagant and had many mistresses... However, in the list of his confession, there was no me... And I, after the deputy mayor's accident, felt the guilt for Song Mingzheng, which made me look very abnormal. Song Mingzheng found out that I told the truth after questioning

Since then, Song Mingzheng has changed. He often drinks outside, often doesn't go home, and falls and beats when he comes home... until one day, I went out for an interview, came back late at night, opened the bedroom door, and saw Song Mingzheng and a woman in our bed... The child was sleeping alone on the sofa outside... I didn't complain, I didn't get angry, I went to the temporary dormitory of the unit with the child alone, the next day, I calmly proposed a divorce to Song Mingzheng... Song Mingzheng begged hard and refused to divorce, saying that he was just looking for a balance. Now we are even and live well in the future

I don't blame Song Mingzheng. I can't bear the pressure from the past. My spirit is on the verge of collapse. I can't live any longer. I'm sorry for Song Mingzheng. His revenge on me is also deserved. It's my retribution. I can't destroy myself or him... I'm determined to divorce. Song Mingzheng has no way to ask for children. I feel that I am not a qualified wife, I'm not worthy to be Nini's mother. I promised him, and Nini belongs to him. After the divorce, Song Mingzheng soon married the woman in bed that night. The woman was a nurse in the hospital. Song Mingzheng knew her when she was ill and hospitalized

Later, Song Ming was transferred back to Jianghai and served as the director of the municipal health bureau... and I have been living alone since then. Every day I think nothing but work... "

I listened intently.