Story 3: My Feelings for him

I am secretly in love with someone who didn't love me. I tried to confess to him, but I am nervous and afraid to do so. Because he is not just someone, he's my childhood friend and I don't want to ruin our friendship because of this useless feelings I have for him.

I tried to avoid him many times, so that my feelings won't developed much deeper and maybe it will help me to move on, but he noticed that something was wrong and asked me if everything was alright.*No, everything it not okay, Lay(〒﹏〒)*
"Yes, e-everything i-is f-fine hehe""You're lying. Now tell me what's the problem, Susie"*FUCK!*"Umm..i-its really nothing Lay. You can rest assured""I know you since we were kids, so I can noticed if there's something bothering you""You're also avoiding me these days, do you think I wouldn't noticed it?"*What should I do? Should I tell him? What if he doesn't like me? Then our friendship will be over?!😭*"Hey! Susie""Ahhhh, Lay I forgot that I need to do something important so I need to go now byeee~""She runaway"Tomorrow morning...."I hope I won't meet him at school. I need to hide from him""Oh, shit! Is that Lay? Who is that girl? Why is she too clingy to him?""Don't tell me.....""Oh Susie, you're here""Uhh, hello...""You runaway yesterday, so I forgot to tell you that I have girlfriend now. Meet Alexa, my beautiful and sexy girlfriend""So, you're Susie. Hello, I'm Alexa nice to meet you""Ooh, nice to meet you too. You must heard everything from Lay, so I don't think I still need to introduce myself to you."Congratulations to the both of you, byeee""Hey Susie, wait!""What's wrong with her"I immediately go to the bathroom and cried out like a baby."Now, what?!""I want to go how and rest, I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't want to see them again for the time being"When she got home, she immediately fell asleep, not knowing what happened in the school after she left.When she woke up, Susie opened the television and saw the news. The policemen were chasing the thieves that got away. The thieves decided to go to their school and hostage some people. Five students died because of this incident and Lay is one of them."Lay........""Damn......."Tears flow from her eyes. The one she loved for the past 7 years already died. She didn't even have a chance to tell him, what she truly feel for him.