Chapter 24:

Through infinity, I'm looking for you

Light through my window


And so, this life of mine goes almost smoothly, but feeling that something is missing does not disappear. I don't trying to apply that there was past life, but it certainly feels so. I have everything that any  human would possible wish for. Loving family, friends, I also know what my work will be. I have some bad times, but so do every person and of course I have a lot of fun. But this stinging pain in my heart, burning me from insides. How are you? What do you do in this exact moment. The only thing to me left is hoping that you enjoying your life too. Don't suffer as much as before... Before? What am I talking about, the weird feeling of emptiness... 

I woke up from a long dream, dream which follows me every night. Because my parents called me to have breakfast, they asked me how do I slept and that I should hurry or I would I'll be late to my university. I saw their loving faces, my mother and father caring faces, they looked the same, as I remember...

I hurried to my classes. Old same bike, old same road, the lady, owner of little bakery, who reminded me some certain governess smiled and waved to me. The smell of vanillin hit my nose and I heard melody. That important melody. Tears welled up in my eyes. I  headed towards the melody being emitted, and I crushed on my bike, And gentleman in red jacket with his son, helped me to get up. I thanked him and he seemed familiar to me, but I did not have time and I ran to this sound... I must reach it... Without noticing how, I ended up in the park, running into a young-looking woman, who was carrying audio amplifier and she stopped me, saving from another fall and with enlightening voice she said:

"Yong peoples tend to always hurry, look around and enjoy. As what I could say, you running to my daughter's concert, it doesn't started yet, so would you mind helping me?"- I nodded and took amplifier from her hands and she continue"

"It's so rare nowadays for young person to be so in love with classic music, what is your name?"

"My name is Yo.'- She interrupted:

"Yo what an interesting name, Mine is Esmeralda and my daughter name is Lia, I don't know why, but I think that you two, would be an interesting coupe."-She smiled. And I was confused:

"Couple?"

"Something is way interesting, when it's has a pinch of surprise, you will figure it out."- She mysteriously smiled and our subsequent road passed in silence...

And then, I saw her: Those rivers of golden hair gleaming in the light of the sun, it's pure dazzling fairy skin, her little boots and layer pink dress complementing the image of the princess doll. Her face reminiscent of holiness and the power of light with her little mouth and nose creating accuracy and seriousness and her eyes, they was profound and wise. And two instruments completed her image, guitar hanging on a strap and violin in her miniature hands. First her sight fall on her mother and her mouth formed smile of joy, but then she shifter her gaze on me. Her eyes widened and she stopped playing, people around looked confused, but she just bowed, carefully put the violin aside and ran toward me. She looked like she recognized me, I felt it with my heart to, but I never saw her. She hugged me and I hugger her, and that feeling was so familiar, but why? Her mother laugh:

"Lia, I brought him, but even if I didn't, it's impossible to cut off bound created with love, even by universe."- But Lia did not listened to her words:

"I...I was so scared... That I would not find you ever again, that you would not love me... even if I find you... That you died forever..."-She looked in my eyes. Then suddenly kissed and then with same suddenness she punched me, I don't know why but it was so familiar and did not resist, on the contrary, pressing her even tighter to myself. She started crying:

"Why...why are you so reckless!!! Why did you needed to sacrifice yourself there...Why didn't you find me earlier!!!"- She leaned to me. Esmeralda stopped her:

"Didn't you told me , that he might be without memories?"- But Lia had no desire to listen to it:

"So what? He must remember me. Yo, do you remember me?"- She looked at me as if she would beat me up if I didn't answer correctly:

"I don't."- I answered, but was quick to add:

"But I have feeling, that we have bonds."- She looked sad for a moment and whispered:

"It's my fault..."-I pulled her closer:

"I promise, I will remember."

"Dummy..."- She whispered in my ear. And we heard claps from her mother with cynical remark:

"You two staged a wonderful drama, if I didn't know what is happening here, I would think that someone shoot a movie."- I felt that my ears began becoming red, But Lia ignored her words and did not let me move away. And Esmeralda appeal to all people, who was here:

"I'm sorry to all who came here, to listen my daughter's music, but today she sadly wouldn't be able to, because she find her long time husband, my apologize."- Without even trying to sound sorry and in quieter voice she said to me:

"I don't think that there will be something, that could separate her from you, so what do you think about introduction of the bride to the parent's household, I will drive you two there."- Her mother sounded innocently, but I felt chills on my back and she added shaking her head:

"It's gonna be so entertaining to watch, from what I can tell, you was on your way to your classes, but instead bringing a girl home."- She chuckled and we headed for the car. Esmeralda merrily walking in front and we are behind, Walking in an embrace. And that day, I found my heart, my emptiness and pain completely disappeared. Because I was no longer alone, even if I did not regain my memories. I regained you, my love. And we are gonna create even more beautiful memories together. We will go through all obstacles and problems. And even more important, we will be happy... Thank you, that you saved me from room, which I don't remember, that you waited for me, that you never stopped looking for me and of course that you love me...



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