Chapter 18

I left after that. Of course, I had to leave. I couldn't possibly stay. I was so, so embarrassed. But God, Senpai's moans are sexy!! I want to hear them again. 

I told Kei, Kagura and Atsuko all about it and they told me to ask him out. I don't even like him! Or do I?! I mean, he's hot and sexy but I guess I don't.......I LIKE HIM!! I want him all for myself! But I don't think I have a chance with him. But, why?! I first thought that a guy this hot would already have a girlfriend but if he would have had one, wouldn't he be with her and all these things would've never happened between him and me?! 

Well, now I know that I like Senpai but I think he doesn't return my feelings. But, he should be now because he and me literally, I mean, HE literally got horny because of me! And I......I don't know.......God!!

I didn't talk to him for the whole of November. I did see him staring at me once but I didn't pay any mind to him. 

End of volume 4