why?

Why am I even alive?After all this happened..

What is the meaning of human life?Is he as valuable as everyone says? I don't even think I can see them lying here,I can more or less hear them,just being in a coma has helped me see some truths, I've been condemned to this bed.Was my life so precious before I fell into a coma?

I just wanted to die...I can't feel anything, I can't talk, I can't move, I can't play, I can't have fun, I can't eat, I can't drink, that's why I hate God, that's what's precious in life...?