Day 2

       I thought about everything. What am I doing? After some time with myself, I feel like I am going crazy. Are the things I am doing considered normal? Is what I think about, what concerns me something other people go through too? Yes, weird things have happened to me, but 

I can't be the only one struggling.

       I am telling myself that I am living a normal life. And I believe it, yet there are times when
I feel like there is something out there to get me, someone pulling the strings. I want to know if my problems are nothing special and I just have to push forward and see what will happen.
Or try to dig into it.

       I know I will do it today. I am telling myself that it's pointless, and everything is fine but 

I don’t think I can help it. I need a bit more proof and then hopefully I will let it go. The best would be if I didn’t have to ask for it, but a nice little coincidence could happen just like yesterday. I’ll treat it like a normal day and we will see.

       Nothing special so far. She was late again. On breaks, we talked like usual and I think I saw her wearing the bracelet again. My worries are fading away. Yes, I haven’t found the definitive proof yet, but maybe this is enough. It should be. Looks like things are the same as before so it must be that it was all in my head. Even if something has changed, but I don't see it, I don’t mind things being like this from now on. Why would I make myself look like a fool, asking her nonsense when there isn’t really anything that upsets me?


       The day went by without me finding the last sign, but instead I realized that I hadn’t found anything concerning in the first place.