Chapter 19:
Hermit's Third Diary: Broken Heart
As I ventured deeper into the forest, I took great care to stay low, my body pressed close to the ground. I crawled through the thick, rancid mud and filthy undergrowth, using the dirt and muck to mask my scent. Each movement was slow, my fingers scraping through the putrid earth as I wriggled and squirmed, trying to stay hidden from any lurking predators just as Kaka had taught me.
Hours dragged by in excruciating discomfort. The forest was a labyrinth of shadows and twisted foliage, and my progress felt painfully slow. My limbs were sore, and my body was coated in layers of grime, each step further weighing me down. But I pushed on, driven by the fear of Rakrak’s threats and the dire consequences that awaited me if I returned empty-handed.
Every rustle of leaves sent my nerves into overdrive. My stomach twisted with hunger, but I could not dare to stop. The idea of lying down to rest felt like inviting death itself to come feast upon me. I was a walking meal for the predators of this forest, and I knew it. With every step, with every crawl through the underbrush, I felt the weight of eyes on me. Eyes I couldn’t see but knew were there - watching, waiting.
Finally, after several hours, I spotted a massive tree with thick, gnarled branches that reached up into the canopy. Desperation gave me the strength to climb, despite the painful strain on my bruised body. The bark was rough and cracked, resembling the parched desert ground, and it made my climb agonizingly difficult. My fingers bled from scraping against the jagged surface, but I forced myself to keep going.
Reaching a sturdy branch, I spotted an old bird’s nest, nestled in a hollowed-out section of the tree. It was just large enough for me to curl into. I squeezed myself into the cramped, damp space, using the nest’s remnants to cushion my aching body. The smell of decaying leaves and the remnants of the bird's former occupants filled the air, but it offered me a momentary respite from the horrors below.
I huddled in the nest, my body shaking uncontrollably as I tried to rest. The fear, exhaustion, and discomfort overwhelmed me, and I allowed myself to cry silently, my tears mingling with the grime on my face. Here, in this tiny, filthy refuge, I found a fleeting solace from the relentless terror of the forest and the crushing weight of my despair.
I slept fitfully through the night in the cramped hole, the decaying leaves barely cushioning my aching body. Hunger gnawed at my insides, but my exhaustion was so complete that even the need for food was drowned out by the sheer weight of my fatigue. My belly, once stretched grotesquely from laying the eggs, had shrunk back to its pitiful, sagging form. I could feel the familiar pull of hunger in the pit of my stomach, but I had no strength to satisfy it - not in this cursed forest.
When morning came, I decided it was time to move. I began to climb down the tree, gripping the cracked bark with trembling hands. But my body, weak and sore, betrayed me. My feet slipped on the slick moss, and I let out a sharp, panicked squeal as I plummeted from the branches.
"REEEEEEEEEEE! UUGH!"
I hit the forest floor with a bone-rattling thud, the impact knocking the air from my lungs. I lay there, gasping and writhing, my vision swimming from the pain. It took several agonizing minutes before I could even catch my breath.
I dragged myself up, shaky and barely able to stand, still sucking in ragged breaths. I turned to leave, but as I took my first step, something made my heart stop. There, standing just a few paces away, was a monstrous figure, looming over me with an aura of death. A monstrous beast, the likes of which I had never seen before.
Fear surged through me like ice water, paralyzing every muscle in my body. Pure, primal terror took hold of me, and I lost all control. I pissed myself instantly, a hot stream soaking my legs, and worse - my natural goblin instinct for survival kicked in, and a foul stream of shit shot out from my butt in a desperate, pathetic attempt to ward off the threat with my stench.
Goblin slaves like me had always relied on this grotesque defense mechanism - filth and foulness to repel predators - but this time, it was useless.
The beast paid no mind to my filthy form. It stood tall, taller than even the massive Red Eye Grizzly bears that roamed these woods. But this creature - it wasn’t natural. It was a grotesque, towering mass of gore. Its humanoid form seemed cobbled together from the rotting remains of countless creatures. Thick, gory limbs hung from its torso, some still twitching as though they belonged to the souls trapped within its monstrous frame. Blood dripped from every inch of its body, seeping from torn flesh and open wounds that never healed. Its hands were massive, like slabs of meat, fingers ending in jagged, bone-like claws. And its legs - short, fat, stumpy things - carried the weight of the rotting monstrosity with slow steps.
The stench of death hit me like a wall, and I gagged on the thick, rancid air. But even the overpowering smell wasn’t enough to break the spell of terror that froze me in place. My mind went completely blank, my body convulsing violently with fear. The beast’s face - or what passed for a face - was a mangled mess of torn flesh, with a maw that stretched unnaturally wide, drooling blood and ichor. Its eyes, or perhaps just the gaping holes where eyes should have been, seemed to bore into me, seeing every ounce of my fear, my weakness, my worthlessness.
My mind was blank. Every thought was washed away by sheer, unrelenting fear. I couldn’t move. Couldn’t scream. All I could do was convulse, my body trembling violently as the monster loomed closer. Its gore-soaked form dripped putrid liquids, the stench of rotting gore overwhelming my senses. Its mouth opened, revealing a jagged maw, as if ready to consume me whole.
The fear was so suffocating, so absolute, that my legs gave out, and I collapsed into the mud, trembling like a leaf, my entire body wracked with uncontrollable spasms.
But something caught the corner of my eye. It was faint at first, a flicker of movement against the dense backdrop of the forest. My gaze darted sideways, and I saw it - a figure, small and sleek, moving effortlessly through the underbrush.
It was a cat. But not just any cat - a strange one, black as night, its fur speckled with tiny white dots like stars scattered across the heavens. The creature moved with an eerie grace, its slender form wrapped in loose leather armor that hugged its body. A thin belt circled its waist, holding a gleaming rapier that dragged lightly against the forest floor as it walked. The sight of the cat was so unusual that, for a moment, my fear of the grotesque monster seemed to fade into the background.
Then something even stranger happened. My already addled mind, pumped full of adrenaline and terror, watched in shock as the cat began to change.
It happened so fast, yet in my fear-stricken state, it unfolded in slow motion. The cat’s body started to ripple and stretch, its limbs elongating, its form growing taller and more defined. The sleek, animal-like grace gave way to something far more humanoid. The once small, ordinary cat was transforming into a much larger figure. Its black fur remained, but now its muscles flexed under the leather armor, which seemed to shift and adjust as the creature grew.
My heart hammered in my chest as I watched, half in awe, half in disbelief. The grotesque monster, still advancing on me with its dripping mass of gore and limbs, seemed to blur in my vision, my attention stolen entirely by this new, unexpected spectacle.
The cat was no longer a cat. It had become... a cat person. A magnificent, towering figure, nearly as tall as a seasoned adventurer, stood where the small creature once was. Its fur, sleek and dark with those same white spots, shimmered under the dappled forest light. Its body, lithe yet powerful, was poised in perfect balance, a deadly elegance radiating from it.
And then I saw her face - a cat-girl, with piercing eyes that glowed faintly, like embers smoldering beneath the surface. Her feline features were sharp, refined, and undeniably beautiful, with a strange, otherworldly charm that was both alluring and mesmerizing.
My brain, which had been frozen in panic moments before, began to stir to life again, struggling to process what was happening. In the face of the grotesque monster that had been moments from tearing me apart, I found myself captivated by this new presence, this warrior cat-girl who appeared as if from a dream.
Realizing the gravity of the situation, my survival instincts kicked in once more. My tiny goblin brain, confused and overwhelmed, snapped back into action. Without thinking, I quickly ducked into the mud beneath me, my body sinking into the muck as I tried to make myself as invisible as possible. Covered in filth and trembling, I pressed my face into the wet earth, barely daring to breathe, all the while sneaking glances at the magnificent creature standing before me.
Above me, the confrontation between the towering monster of gore and the strange, powerful cat-girl was about to unfold.
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