Confessions

𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴...

I feel tired today; maybe I should just, you know, give up? But what is the point of that, really? If you were to ask me how my life would have been, then I'd say on the scale of pretty horrible. I'd like to say pretty because it is a cute word. But I should just move on and accept everything you know? I'll tell you what if there is something I say again, which I did by mistake, it seems that I really regret it. Well, at least I am attractive to some people, they say, and the way I dressed looks more elegant than most people. I visit my family as always, but I seem to have cared about them too much. Sometimes I fight them, and sometimes I just do not care whatsoever. I do support them, I really do, you know. So I stopped education this year. But it is impossible for me to take a job. There are people in this world who hate me, and there are some who really cared and supported me. But anyway, I had to tell you something I learned in life. No, I am not giving you some magic or any of that stuff. I just wanted to let you know that I wanted to be remembered. Yes, that is all I ever wanted, but let's see here. Ah, I wanted to say that my life is not going well, and yet I managed to become some sort of god or celebrity, which I am about to tell you now.