Confession

There is nothing left. All hope is gone and what now. From all the hate I suffer through life goes on. Nothing we can do about it. Many people disliked everything about you. But not all really. Who should I trust now. What is left inside of me. Nothing at all there is no escape. You are targeted every day. They hate every fiber of your being. Everything about your body. Pathetic and every way. No one to love to. You are left with nothing. There is no one left to save you nor trust. Pain and suffer every time you wake up. Is there any point of love anymore. Or do they just do it because they like it. There is nothing left really. But what should I do even if I see these people again. The authority shall punish you and laugh at you. You go outside and pray for peace. They will laugh at you and beat you. Where should I go now do I really live in hell. Do you think God has reasons for me to keep going. You cannot do anything but if you commit a crime then you will be jailed. No escape and every people in this world shall betray you. There is nothing left and they took everything from you. You cannot trust anyone anymore. I am trapped in here forever. I shall die here. You are being stomped by fame. All they do is lower you down and weaken you. Was that really necessary I tell you what. They are scum and you shall seek power in every way. People will worship you as false god. But what did it cause really. They will laugh at you and hate at you. What do you think of that. What if we switched places and tell me see what you feel. I am being stomped and weaken down by these people. So what am I going to do about it. There is nothing I can do but to rot forever. Why am I so evil and why do I seek revenge. There is no point of revenge. Just accept everything and see how it goes. All they do is laugh and bully you every day. I am suffering through pain every day. Why do they not leave me alone. How about that. What makes this guy as the king of all. Is there something left to do. Who do you think this guy is. Why is he stealing everything. Why do they laugh at me. Why am I suffering every day. I hate this pain. I hate you. I cannot sleep because I worry too much. I do not want to feel sad. I want to fly high and be free. Let me be free. Why are they doing this to me. Do I even deserve this pain all by myself. What about my family. What about the love of my life even if they are far away. I love you. I cannot stand these traitors. Should I confront them. I do not want to kill them but I would. Forgive me mother. What am I going to do now. There is no escape. All they do is mock me every day I wake this pain. Get out of my head. Please I cannot take this any longer. Leave me alone. I am sick of my medications. Have I gone crazy. What is the point of writing all of these. Should I give up and just die. I hate this pain so much. But the only thing that can escape pain is by writing. Words are nothing. All he does is steal everything from me. They make fun of me every day. Get out of my head. I cannot take this pain anymore. I want to go mad. I want power. I want to kill. I am really sorry that I said that. Please let me go I cannot take this anymore. I am going insane. I am gonna die. I want to eliminate and kill them all. I seek power and maybe I am the most evil man alive. There is no reason to fight back. But there is a reason to write and write. No matter how they dislike me seeing this. I shall write and fight and fight. I will exterminate every people who wronged me. I shall seek more vengeance and destroy their fiber of being. I am god and a villain whom you cannot stand. I will come after you. I shall destroy you. Come forth for shall I fight you coward.