Chapter 12:
The Mind’s Reality
Caelum stood at the threshold of the room, his breath a fragile thing. The door loomed before him—solid, unmoving, yet brimming with an unsettling presence. It was as though the very air around it had thickened, becoming viscous, pulling at him with an invisible force. His mind felt fractured, a jigsaw puzzle with pieces slipping between his fingers, impossible to piece together. Yet something—something—called to him, beckoning him forward, a whisper that was both familiar and alien.
He stepped inside, and the world shifted.
The room was vast—too vast. The walls stretched impossibly far, vanishing into a haze that disoriented him. It was a place without structure, yet every element of it felt deliberate, as though it had been crafted for a specific purpose. The floors were made of obsidian, slick and reflective. Each step he took sent ripples through the surface, warping the space around him in distorted waves. He could see his own reflection in the blackened floor, but it wasn’t just him standing there. A dozen figures appeared, blurry and indistinct, flickering in and out of focus—shadows of himself.
He stumbled, catching himself against the edge of a tall, jagged pillar. It was made of bone—human bone, polished and gleaming in the dim light. Each curve of it was sharp, a grotesque mimicry of organic form, yet it pulsed with an eerie, unnatural rhythm. His fingers hovered over its surface, his touch leaving a smear of crimson. It was warm—too warm—and his mind reeled as the sensation seeped into his skin, like it was drawing something from him. His heartbeat quickened, his vision tunneling.
Then, the whisper came again—louder this time, wrapping around him like a shroud.
“Do you remember now, Caelum?”
He froze. The voice had changed, no longer disembodied and echoing, but real, present, alive. The sound wrapped around him like fingers digging into his mind. His vision blurred, and the floor seemed to buckle beneath him, tilting at an impossible angle. For a moment, he thought he might fall, but then something caught him—his reflection. Or rather, the figures that flickered within it.
They were him—but not. They twisted in ways that made his skin crawl. He watched as his reflection grew monstrous, the faces stretching, contorting into grotesque caricatures. His features shifted—eyes becoming hollow pits, his smile wide and unnerving.
The voice spoke again, closer this time, and Caelum felt it inside him—burning, carving through the walls of his mind.
“Do you see them, Caelum? The faces, the versions of yourself you’ve buried? They’ve always been there.”
The room began to pulse. The walls rippled, warping and bending, as if the very structure of the place was alive, reacting to the tremors of his mind. The pillar of bone groaned under the weight of some unseen force, and Caelum found himself drawn closer to it. He could feel it now—something was pushing against him, pressing against his skull, a pressure that felt like it might burst his brain open. He closed his eyes, clenching his fists until his nails dug into his palms.
“They are you, Caelum,” the voice continued, its tone slithering through his thoughts. “You’ve been running from them. From yourself.”
The whisper lingered in his ears, curling around his thoughts like smoke. Caelum staggered back, his legs buckling beneath him as the air became thick with the oppressive weight of truth. His head throbbed. It was as though the very fabric of his existence was being unraveled, each piece of himself—his memories, his identity—slipping out of reach.
He was drowning.
“It’s all your fault, Caelum. You’ve hidden from who you are, what you are. You’ve buried the truth so deep, but it’s time to face it.”
His reflection flickered once more, and the figure that had once been him stood in front of him, its features now completely indistinguishable from his own. But there was something wrong with it—a malevolent energy clung to the figure, the reflection no longer just a mirror. It was alive, shifting, breathing in time with him.
Caelum’s breath caught in his throat. He reached out, unable to stop himself, fingers trembling. The reflection did the same, its movements mirroring his own.
Suddenly, the floor beneath him cracked, a loud, deep groan splitting the silence. Caelum’s eyes widened as the obsidian surface shattered, sending jagged pieces of bone and stone flying in every direction. The room shifted violently, the walls closing in, the very foundation of reality beginning to warp. He could hear the voice—his voice, layered with distortion—coming from all directions.
“You cannot escape what you are. You are nothing but a reflection of your own failings.”
With a cry, Caelum fell to his knees, his mind spinning, his thoughts scattered. He reached up, his fingers brushing the jagged edges of the broken floor. The blood from his palms mixed with the dust and fragments of bone, a symbol of the violence he had done to himself.
The room around him shattered further, revealing nothing but endless, swirling darkness. It was as if the mansion was collapsing, but the darkness felt alive. It clawed at his mind, each tendril wrapping tighter around his consciousness. He could feel it now—the weight of his choices, of the years he had spent running from the truth.
And then, the darkness stopped. Everything froze. The air thickened, pressing down on him with the weight of inevitability. For a moment, there was only silence. The oppressive hum of the mansion ceased.
And then, a figure stepped out from the shadows.
It was a woman.
Her face was familiar—too familiar. Her features were sharp, her eyes dark and hollow, her lips twisted in a knowing smile. Caelum’s heart stopped as he recognized her. She was the woman from his memories, the one he had hidden away, the one he had tried to forget. His mother.
But this was not her.
This was something else.
She stepped forward, her presence consuming the room. The ground beneath Caelum trembled, the shadows around her coiling and shifting. The woman’s eyes met his, and for the first time, he saw her clearly. She was not just his mother. She was him. A reflection of the darkest parts of his own soul.
“You cannot hide, Caelum. Not from me. Not from yourself.”
The voice was hers, but it was also his—taunting, mocking, relentless. It tore through him like a blade, cutting deep into the wound he had been avoiding for so long. He had hidden from her, from the truth of who he was. But now, the mask was gone. The lies had shattered.
His mind reeled. He was this darkness. He was this woman. The reflection in the mirror had always been a distortion of himself, but now it was something far worse: it was a direct confrontation with the truth of his identity.
The shadows around him twisted, and Caelum’s vision began to blur, the world breaking down in front of him. But he knew now. He knew what he had to do. To survive. To escape.
He had to face himself.
“I’m sorry,” Caelum whispered to the darkness, his voice raw, breaking. “I’m sorry.”
And as he fell to his knees, the room collapsed entirely, the shadows consuming him, the reflection of his own fractured soul wrapping him in its final embrace.
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