The ends

It's not going well. She's been avoiding me recently. She is replying to my messages, but in school we don't talk at all. I don't know why and can't get out of her why is she like this. I don't know what to do.

 I am being told that nothing is wrong when something clearly is. Asking about it doesn't get me anywhere. I guess this is where it ends.


Thinking about it the whole day made me go back, and I realized there was one route I hadn't thought about. There have been cases of me doing things I didn't remember and vice versa.

I completely forgot about what's been haunting me since September or so.

I refuse that those bruises were my doing, but I know it's possible. No... I would never do that. The hints are there, though. Is the reason she's avoiding me because I am beating her?

Just saying it in my head makes me so disgusted. The only thing, the best thing for me is to force her and let the truth get out.

If the worst is actually the truth, then I don't know what will I do with myself.