Chapter 11:

Harmony

Offbeat Start


With its stone benches gleaming with a delicate sheen of dew that caught the first dim rays like shards of glass, the courtyard glistened in the brittle light of morning. Lalin Chaiyaporn sat on the edge of one, feeling the cool, moist texture pierce her skin as her fingertips brushed the worn ridges in the old stone. Her breath, heavy with the rich smell of damp earth and the bruised sweetness of petals trampled by the night's gentle rain, curled into brief wisps before vanishing into the crisp, sharp air. Behind her, the silhouette of the school loomed against the pale sky, its windows dark and empty, the hallways quiet before the morning rush. Desiring the serenity of this peaceful hour before the day's bustle swept in like a storm she couldn't escape, she had sneaked out early. The pages of her notebook, which lay open in her lap, showed ragged drawings and broken sentences—a naked, unvarnished depiction of the chaos writhing inside of her.

She was startled out of her meditation by a shadow that spread far across the gravel. As Mina appeared a few steps away, hands buried deep in her jacket pockets, eyes fixed on the ground as if it may provide forgiveness, Lalin's head snapped up, her heart stuttering in her chest. A taut rope stretched to its breaking point, trembling under the weight of unsaid words, the silence between them became tighter.

Mina said, "Hey," her voice tremulous and thin, almost lost in the gentle breeze that rustled through the jacaranda trees above.

As she looked directly into Mina's eyes, Lalin gulped forcefully, her throat tightening as a knot of relief and ancient wounds knotted her chest. She said, "Hey," a cautious bridge across the distance between them.

With a brittle sound that broke the silence, Mina rocked on her heels as the gravel crunched beneath her sneakers. With a timid tone and a request entwined with the question, she asked, "Can we talk?"

Lalin nodded slowly and moved to one side, making room on the bench next to her. After a moment of hesitation during which her breath caught, Mina eased herself onto the seat, causing the worn frame to creak slightly under her weight. Although they sat near to one another, their shoulders briefly making awkward touch, the distance between them felt wide—a space weighed down by unspoken regrets and broken trust.

Mina whispered, "I screwed up," in a raw, unrestrained voice that sliced through the silence like a razor through silk. "I snapped because I was jealous. I apologize.

Lalin gripped the notepad tighter, the edges biting into her palms, causing her knuckles to turn pale. Despite her restraint, she spoke in a measured tone that was tinged with hurt. "It wasn't just a lash-out," she remarked. "You cracked something between us."

Mina's eyes glistened, tears forming shamelessly and glinting like liquid glass in the dim light of the dawn. "I know," she said in a hushed tone, her voice breaking. "And I can't stand that I did."

Lalin's mouth clenched, her practiced charges erupting into something more abrasive and angular, leaking from a spot she had kept hidden. She continued, "I counted on you, Mina," her voice quivering under the weight of treachery. "You were my one sure thing."

Mina let out a tremulous breath, a broken sound that shivered in the chilly air. She said, "I still want to be," in a voice that was just a little bit desperate. "I simply panicked." I believed I was losing you.

Lalin's eyes softened, her rage ebbing away like a wave washing away from the coast, leaving behind wet sand. She continued, softly now, "You're not losing me," with a deep conviction in her voice. "My best friend is you. That remains unchanged.

As if unburdened by the admission, Mina's shoulders slumped and her body sagged, the tense lines of her face softened by a mixture of relief and regret. Her voice was little but optimistic as she said, "Can we fix this?" "Try again?"

Lalin's hand moved, hesitantly at first, then found Mina's, their fingers interlacing in a hold that had been cultivated over years of secrets and silences. "We can try," she said in a steady voice with a promise woven throughout.

The courtyard awoke with the faint rumble of busses coming from the lot outside the gates and birds chirping from the jacaranda branches, their notes cutting through the silence. Despite their tenuous ceasefire, life continued on, but to Lalin, it was a silent victory, earned and valuable, a step toward repairing what had twisted without shattering.

The music room, which was covered in faded portraits of composers whose severe eyes had supervised innumerable rehearsals, pulsed with a resonance that seemed to emanate from its walls. As Kiet Srisawat stood by the window, his violin pressed against his jaw, the earthy flavor of ancient wood and the subtle bite of rosin dust hung heavy in the air. The music spilled out as his bow cut through the air in quick, sure arcs. It was a sonic fabric that had been knitted together over weeks of silent work, a weave of ancient Thai cadences with sharp, modern edges. Lalin moved fluidly across the floor, her arms sweeping in deliberate, flowing lines that told stories in the air, her bare feet following the rise and fall of the music.

Hours had been spent practicing, and with each repetition, the duet solidified—a conversation of sound and movement, each elevating the other into something bigger. In a dance of instinct and faith that she had learned to rely on, Lalin's initial discomfort had vanished into a clarity that sharpened her every stride, her movements synchronizing with Kiet's rhythm. She swirled, her skirt opening wide like a blossoming flower, and as her feet landed, her eyes met his, an electrifying and silent spark of victory between them.

The final note hung in the air like a suspended sigh, delicate and ephemeral, as Kiet brought the bow to a stop. He remarked, "That was solid," with a subdued warmth and a hint of pride in his voice.

As she looked into his eyes, Lalin's breath stabilized, her cheeks flushed with the warmth of effort, and her chest heaved. She said, "More than solid," with a smile tugging at her lips. "That felt… alive."

With an almost ritualistic devotion, he lowered his head and placed the violin on its stand, his fingertips resting momentarily on its curves. He continued, "It's finding its pulse," as his voice grew softer. "We're falling into it."

Her legs trembled slightly from the strain as she crossed to a chair and fell onto it with a gentle thud. She said, "I didn't think I'd make it this far," in a more subdued but still amazed voice. "Not with everything else."

Kiet's eyes softened, reflecting her own difficulties with a spark of empathy emerging in their dark depths. With a controlled yet firm tone, he said, "You're stronger than you let yourself believe," with a confidence she hadn't yet spoken.

Lalin felt a tiny, genuine smile tug at her lips, a glimmer of lightness piercing her residual doubts. "Or just too hardheaded to quit," she shot back, her tone tinged with teasing.

His deep, unforced chuckle, a rare that suddenly brightened the room like a ray of sun, burst forth. "That's part of it," he remarked, grinning just as she did.

Chai's head poking through his basketball jersey, crumpled from workouts, his eyes flitting between them with a playful sparkle, as the door hinges squeaked, a harsh intrusion into their relaxation. With a sneer on his lips, he said, "Caught you at a bad time?"

Kiet's voice remained level while his spine tensed, a faint tightness running through his body. "We're done for now," he said in a tight voice.

Chai strolled in, staring at Lalin with a glimmer of interest in his big smile. He said, "Word is you're cooking up something big for the talent show," with a hint of excitement and curiosity in his voice. "Sounds heavy."

Lalin's grin widened as her pride ignited like a candle in her chest. "It's getting there," she stated in a light yet confident tone.

With a rare earnestness that broke through his typical arrogance, Chai's smile softened and became sincere. He said, "Looking forward to it," with a somber weight to his voice.

Kiet's voice become piercing, with a faint but distinct undertone of protection. He said, "You'll see it when it's ready," in a stern voice. "Not before."

Chai stepped back, his smirk growing as he raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. He responded, "All right, all right," with a gleam of amusement in his eyes. "Just don't burn out, okay?"

Bright and free, Lalin's laugh cut through the residual tension in the room like a blade through mist. She responded, "We'll manage," with a confidence that hadn't been there in weeks.

As the students poured out toward freedom, their voices clashing in a boisterous wave, their footsteps a wild rhythm on the linoleum, the hallway throbbed with the press of students. The duet's tune continued to pound in her head like an uncontrollable heartbeat as Lalin made her way through the crowd, her bag slamming against her hip with each stride. She had almost arrived in the courtyard when her name was called with a frantic urgency by a voice that cut through the commotion.

Mina's rucksack bounced on her shoulders as she jogged up, her face flushed scarlet from hurry. She halted and whispered, "Hey, hold on," her voice catching a little.

Lalin slowed, her face cautious yet open, a glimmer of warmth piercing her defensive posture. With a cautious yet open tone, she inquired, "What's going on?"

Avoiding the weight of Lalin's stare, Mina played with the strap of her bag, twisting it between her fingers as her eyes darted down. "I wanted to know... coffee, perhaps?" she asked in a tiny, hesitant voice. "Just to talk."

A cautious hope began to take root in the crevices of their broken link, and a warmth blossomed in Lalin's chest. "Yeah," she replied, her grin growing softer and more sincere. "I'd like that."

With each stride, the tension between them lessened as they moved in one, their steps settling into a soothing rhythm. With the jacaranda trees lining the path with shifting shadows and the air infused with the fragrant, delicate breath of flowers kissed by the morning dew, the courtyard opened up before them. The road ahead of her became a bit less steep and easier to navigate, and for the first time in weeks, Lalin felt the weight lifted off her shoulders.