Euphoria.

I am enjoying everything that is happening right now. It's absolute cinema. I could laugh and giggle like a witch watching my cute Ayane's face. Oh how I wish to see her face now that I have sent those pictures to her. She must look miserable... oh my dear famous Ayane-chan... how popular you are... let me hug you!

I laughed out loud while walking through the road. This... this feels great! I am feeling tingling sensations in my heart! How pure their heart is, full of love... and I am crushing it, chewing it of its juices while she nor he can do anything about it...

My phone suddenly buzzed when I am getting a sense of euphoria. Who could it be? Why is someone texting me at my moment of joy?

"Tch..." of course it had to be my boyfriend. I am grateful that at least texts me and doesn't leave me— he can't — but I would like if he'd rather not text me during crucial times like this. Not when I am destroying someone's life, when I am breaking their legs when they were healing...

Now my dear Ayane-chan... do you feel my pain? The feeling of trying to take out your heart and squeeze the living heck out of it? Yeah that's right... thats exactly how I felt when I was being compared to you by my parents 24/7 without break. That's exactly how I felt when they tortured me because I wasn't as 'shining' as you... now you feel me?

Now do you understand my pain?

My blood boiled as I again thought of her face, but that same blood cools down as I imagine her fall to her knees crying her yellow pupils out not knowing what to do while her entire life falls apart.

Oh how refreshing... how enjoying this is! That lifeless face that she makes... oh yes she should have that expression her entire life... never smiling again...

On the topic of refreshing... I am bored. This boyfriend of mine has become boring for me, he is basically useless at this point. Really, why am I still keeping him as my boyfriend?

Oh right... I don't have enough time to blackmail another guy into becoming my boyfriend. The only thing I could do freshen up from boredom is to probably cheat. But I have done is countless times, I now don't usually enjoy it that much. That sense of 'cheating' that usually gets me excited is now gone...

Wait a second...

I think I got myself and idea...

I grinned hard thinking of the plan I made. My heart's strings tingled even more, as I tried my best not to laugh out loud in the middle of the road. Oh how exciting this is!

"My dear Ayane-chan, how would you feel if I force your Kanako-kun into doing 'it' with me and send you the entire clip of it, unedited?"

Ah that's right... this is the kind of euphoria I was missing when I thought of cheating again... my heart got excited the moment I thought of it.

"Oh right... I should thank my spies. They are doing a good job they couple of days. The pictures they took of us on the 'date' was very convincing!" I mumbled. Life is full of giggles now for me.