Chapter 8:
Orchid & Ordinance
From difficult conversations across a chasm to something more intricate and intimate, the covert encounters persisted. The echoey shell of an abandoned drive-in cinema, moonlight painting monochromatic scenes on the aged screen, and the quiet, highest gallery of a shuttered museum at midnight, surrounded by mute statues, were the kinds of places they picked, like pieces of forgotten fantasies. With every interaction, the appearance of a simple information exchange became less convincing.
Huddled behind the Starlight Drive-In's deteriorating screen one night, with the huge, empty field in front of them covered by a canopy of uncaring stars, the discourse deviated more from codes and systems than before. Anya found herself discussing the reasons for her decision to join the force, not just the ideals but also the real, personal catalyst: witnessing her father, a trustworthy businessman, gradually be destroyed by protection rackets that the police appeared unable or unwilling to put an end to. She hardly ever showed this vulnerability, which was a window into the ferocious, protecting center hidden beneath her badge.
As he listened, Rhys's normally critical eyes subtly softened. He then presented a piece of his personal history, meticulously chosen yet unquestionably authentic. Instead of discussing specific incidents, he talked about a younger brother who was mistreated by an overworked, underfunded city clinic in the Narrows and who died years ago from a preventable illness rather than violence. He talked about how a bright life had been put out by cold, systematic indifference, which sowed the roots of his own disillusionment and desire to completely circumvent the system. It was simply history, not excuse. A moment of silent mourning, a realization of the personal scars that drove their wildly divergent trajectories.
The air became heavy with more than just danger and secrets in that shared vulnerability. Even while reason cried out for them to back off, the continual awareness of their conflicting responsibilities and the prohibited nature of their connection worked like a magnetic force, drawing them closer. He really looked at her, saw the passionate, principled lady behind the uniform. She witnessed the city's phantom come to life as a man motivated by grief and a strong, if warped, sense of justice.
Their faces flickered in the imagined light from the blank screen. He tentatively extended his hand, a strand of hair slipping from her cheek as his gloved fingers touched it. It was a small gesture, but it gave Anya a shock and broke the thin wall they had been maintaining. She didn't back off. Her breath caught. His eyes searched hers as he carefully leaned in, giving her every opportunity to stop him. Then his mouth touched hers.
It wasn't a tender kiss. It was laden with all of the stress, peril, and impossibility of their circumstances. It was a violent and desperate collision of worlds, a moment of recklessness that seemed completely unavoidable. Anya's hands reached up and grabbed his jacket, drawing him in and giving in to the euphoric rush that defied logic. A grounding point in the dizzying spiral, Rhys's arm wrapped around her waist and held her firmly. They weren't guardian and ghost, cop and thief, for that moment. They were merely two individuals who, under the most unexpected of situations, discovered a deep connection.
Reality slammed back in as they finally collapsed, panting. At first, there was shock, and then, quickly, horror at the boundary they had just passed. Rhys took a step back, his jaw clenched but his face unreadable. Anya's thoughts reeling, she stroked her lips.
She couldn't finish the thought, so she mumbled, "This." Everything is altered by this. This is crazy.
Rhys answered in a gruff voice, "I know." His senses were immediately on high alert as he gazed around, as though the air itself had grown more hazardous. "This can't happen again. We can't." However, his eyes revealed the struggle, the same internal agony she was experiencing. Anya was left alone with the kiss's echo and the crushing weight of its implications until he was sent vanishing back into the deepest shadows behind the screen by a distant sound, possibly a car engine where none should be.
Tension was high in the days that followed. Anya felt like a fraud at work. Dealing with Marcus was like negotiating a minefield every time. His typically carefree demeanor had given way to a troubled scowl as he observed her more intently.
One afternoon, after receiving a briefing on heightened patrols aimed at high-value property crime in response to the Thorne Tower incident, he leaned against Anya's desk and remarked, "You seem wired, Anya." And preoccupied. With that cold case informant, are we burning the candle at both ends?
“Something along those lines,” Anya dodged, her eyes fixed on her computer screen.
Marcus leaned in closer and said, "Look." "Your companion is me. You must let me know if something is amiss or if you're having problems. Is that "informant" sure they're telling the truth? You're going alone to these late-night meetings. It's not standard practice, and to be honest, I find it concerning. His genuine care made the deception all the more painful.
Thank you so much, Marcus. Actually. However, she forced a confidence she didn't feel by lying and saying, "I've got it handled." He appeared unconvinced, staring at her for a few minute before turning to leave, making Anya feel even more alone. Her falsehoods were creating a barrier between her and the partner she trusted as well as between her and the department.
Rhys had to deal with his own inner turmoil. When Jax cornered him in the safe house, his normally practical composure gave way to unmistakable worry. He displayed a tiny, highly advanced tracking gadget.
With keen eyes, Jax remarked, "I found this while sweeping your outer jacket, the one you wore last night." "Short-range, military-grade transmitter." Not ours. And most certainly not something you unintentionally acquired.
Rhys's blood ran cold as he gazed at the gadget. He hadn't noticed. Had he gotten careless? Distracted? Was it planted by her? No, her astonishment following the kiss was too genuine. Is this spying unrelated? Or had their encounter been watched?
Additionally, Jax pressed his advantage by saying, "Rhys, your focus has been off for weeks." since the time of Thorne Tower. While planning, you're preoccupied, taking unwarranted chances, and breaking rules. He pointed to the workstation where Rhys had been idly washing the tools. "You're making errors. You're not like that. What's happening? Is the police officer there? The one that came from the roofs?
Rhys's thoughts were racing when he met Jax's gaze. It seemed pointless to deny it; Jax was too perceptive. "It's complicated," Rhys acknowledged, detesting the ambiguity and fragility.
"Difficult?" Frustrated, Jax's voice was tight. "Rhys, in our line of business, "complex" leads to fatalities! It kills us. Or taken. You must deal with whatever is happening. Stop it. before everything is jeopardized. Between them, on the bench, he set the tracker. Determine the source of this. Additionally, determine where your head is. Quickly. The unstated ultimatum hung thick in the air as Jax departed the room. Rhys found himself looking at the tracker as the kiss burned into his mind and the well built walls of his aloof life started to come apart. Anya was no longer only a problem; she posed a direct risk to his surgery, his liberty, and possibly, horrifyingly, to himself.
Anya got another anonymous message that evening. In a nutshell: Too risky.
Instantly, her fingers shaking a little, she replied back: I know.
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