Filler : Kazuha's journal 2

Ema just asked me to be friends with her…

She's so fake.

I'm 99% sure that she was lying.

She always hated me since little.

What she has done to me… to my future…

I'll never forgive her.

She probably did that to mark her territory… to make me inoffensive.

To control him way more than she usually does.

She wants to be friend so that Fumihiro will forever see me only as a friend and to make me know my place.

I'm much more smarter than her.

All thanks to my bad life…

Born in a family of criminals…

Sorry if i lied to you, diary, but…

My parents aren't totally dead…

But they are, for me.

I worked alone all the time to give me and my brother a clean life while they were still being criminals.

I didn't notice that when I was little…

I'm still taking care of my father right now.

He's old and ill now.

But he's still my father.

Despite being a criminal, he always treated me like a princess.

But i hated his life.

Chiko is just the spitting image of him during his worst years.

That's why he's disgusting.

Luckily i was different…

My only happiness was having friends.

I never had them.

I was scared.

My only hope during my childhood was Fumihiro.

He always helped me…

He cared for me.

We promised to marry but… Ema stole him from me…

What should I do? Should I keep living my life as a spectator or should i live like the main character?

Who knows…

I remember all the times where we used to play together.

I remember when my father and his father took us in the playground… I remember everything…

Why did all of this actually disappeared from me?