Filler: Kazuha's PoV - 1

Here i am now, still fighting against my own life.

Being stripped from my future , living a life that's not mine.

I kept walking and walking trough the streets.

Pretending not to think about anything.

Being in the crowd , walking with people I didn't know, helped me.

We're all strangers living in the same world.

I don't want to stay at home anymore.

Father is dying and I'm doing my best to relieve his pain and save him but… the medical stuff costs too much for me.

"I must find other ways to make money… father doesn't deserve any of this… despite his life." I said to myself.

I was walking and thinking through the crowded streets of Tokyo.

"Hey, Sis'~" a familiar but disgusting voice talked to me.

It was him, Chiko, the traitor.

I stopped and raised my head towards him.

My eyes were full of hate and anger, but i was calm.

"What do you want?" I said to him with a calm but hateful tone.

"Calm down, Sis'. I'm just working on my plane to make those two breaking up, so you'll have Fumihiro back and forgive me." He said, trying to be funny and polite.

His words, and even more the mention of Fuminiro, made me actually snap even more.

I got close to Chiko, and grabbed him by the collar with all my force.

"Don't you fucking mention his name. Was your mouth 3000 times before saying his name, piece of shit." I said , while my pupils got even smaller in angry.

My tone of voice was the same of someone who was about to kill someone: cold and aggressive.

I could see that he got scared.

Then , I remembered that I'm completely different from him and my family, so i decided to release him.

Then, he kept justifying himself by saying that he was doing this for our family and for me.

What a selfish guy. Disgusting.

I completely ignored all of his words and called him a piece of shit one last time before walking away.

I had better things to do, like helping my father.

Then, i headed towards my home and finally entered inside.

For some reason, i felt like someone was following me, but i didn't care.

"Hello, Kazu!!" My father greeted.

"Hello, papa." I said with a lovingly tone.

Lots of people hated him and were actually scared by his presence, but for me he was the only good man of my life.

He raised both me and Chiko alone.

"I'm here with the medicines, stay still."

Then, I gently asked him to remove his shirt and lay down.

In that exact moment, someone broke into the house.

The person was someone I'd never think it would be.

It was Fumihiro.

He screamed that I didn't have to do it.

He thought I was about to sell my body.

My eyes widened at his sight and my heart warmed.

I must admit that I was almost on the verge of crying , but I had to hold everything.

This guy , even after not seeing him for all these years, can make my ice heart melts in just one second.

I was happy after seeing him.

Then, all the guys from upstairs came down and they almost killed him.

I saved him just in time by pretending he was my boyfriend.

You can't imagine how happy i was when he said the same and wrapped his arm around me.

Then, we talked to my father after giving him a jab , pretending we were a couple.

Well… my father and his father were best friends, I don't know why Fumihiro doesn't remember that.

Then, my father literally send us out from the house, using the excuse of sleeping.

He always does that when medicines hurts his body.

He doesn't want me to see him in pain.

"What a happy life that I have…" I kept thinking.

Fumihiro did his best to show his support to me, but I knew that he felt guilt for doing all of this at Ema's back.

I thought that Fumihiro remembered me, so I decided to take him to the place we always used to play together but… but he didn't remember.

Then, Ema called him and said that she was about to sleep at his place…

I swear that i wanted to cry my heart out.

Ema has already stolen him from me once.

I could do the same but… I didn't want to lower myself at her level.

I wanted Fumihiro to understand for himself how what kind of woman Ema is.

He has never been in bad situations like me before, so he is quite the dense guy… but I can't blame him.

His innocence also makes him cute.

Then, I decided to say goodbye at Fumihiro, I still had faith that he would've understand.

I couldn't help but shed some little tears after knowing about Ema.

She surely knew that he was with me.

Knowing her, she's the type to install a gps on him.

After hearing him accepting Ema's offer, I couldn't help but saying goodbye to walk away.

My tone was a mix of sadness and hope… it's kinda complicated to explain it in words.

It was kinda like "I lost again".

After going away , i decided to run at a panoramic-secret place situated in a very hidden part.

Fumihiro knows this place.

But he won't remember it. Ema won't allow him to, with all her gaslighting.

I walked for a lot of time, enough to see the beautiful but bitter sunset.

I then sit on the grass , relaxing and praying to be happy.

"I thought i could be happy… for once." That's what I kept saying to myself.

Is it too hard to be loved and accepted…?

And, just like that, i kept staring at the sun going down, with my heart in pain, knowing what Fumihiro and Ema would've done in his house at night.

"I'm so tired of this bullshit." I said, while "squeezing" my heart.

"I need to live." I said… before standing up and beginning to walk towards my home.

"The sky is beautiful tonight, isn't it, Kazuha…?" A girly voice talked to me.

I was scared for a little.

"Who's there?!" I yelled.

"It's me, Evangeline." Then, her figure revealed.

A beautiful girl with blue hair and green eyes, dressed with a white dress that was in truly harmony with her appearance.

My eyes widened.

"How the fuck does she know this place?!?"

"Evange…line…?" I mumbled, in shock…

Another girl full of secrets…