Chapter 1:
SHADOWS OF LOYALTY
Karn sat at the back of the classroom, his desk a small island in the sea of chatter. His 11th-grade year was nearing its end, the months slipping away as the term drew to a close, and he carried a stillness that clung to him like a second skin. The classroom was alive with the buzz of teenage energy—students swapping stories about weekend plans, laughing over shared jokes, or groaning about the upcoming math test. But Karn remained apart, his presence a quiet contrast to the noise. His dark hair fell slightly over his forehead, and his eyes, a deep brown, stayed fixed on the notebook in front of him. He wasn’t writing, just staring, as if the blank page held answers to questions no one else could see.
“Hey, Karn, you coming to the game later?” a classmate, Arjun, called out, his voice cutting through the hum of conversation. Arjun was the kind of boy who could talk to anyone, his easy grin disarming even the most reserved. He leaned back in his chair, tossing a crumpled paper ball into the air and catching it with a flourish. The question wasn’t new; Arjun had asked it before, always with the same hopeful tone, as if this time Karn might surprise him.
Karn glanced up, his lips curving into that faint, practiced smile. It was a smile he’d perfected over the years—polite, neutral, just enough to acknowledge the question without inviting more. “Maybe,” he replied, his voice soft, almost swallowed by the classroom’s din. He looked back down at his notebook, his fingers brushing the edge of the page. That was it—polite, brief, enough to close the door on further talk.
Arjun didn’t push. He never did. He just shrugged, tossed the paper ball again, and turned to his friend Vikram, who was doodling a cartoonish version of their history teacher on the desk. “He’ll come one day,” Arjun muttered, more to himself than anyone else. Vikram snorted, not looking up from his sketch. “Yeah, and I’ll ace physics.”
Across the room, Priya watched the exchange from her seat near the window. Her biology textbook lay open, but her attention was on Karn. She tapped her pen against her lips, her brow furrowed slightly. “Why’s he always so quiet?” she whispered to Rohan, who sat beside her, his chair tilted back dangerously on two legs. Priya was the class’s unofficial caretaker, always checking in on everyone, passing out extra pens or sharing her meticulously organized notes. She’d tried talking to Karn a few times, offering him her notes when he missed a class or asking if he wanted to join their study group. Each time, he’d given her that same faint smile, a murmured “Thanks” or “I’m good,” and nothing more.
Rohan, who was halfway through sneaking a bite of his sandwich despite the teacher’s no-food rule, glanced at Karn and shrugged. “Dunno,” he said, his mouth full. “He’s just… Karn.” He swallowed, then slid his lunchbox toward Karn’s desk, a wordless gesture that had become routine. Karn didn’t look up, but he nodded slightly, a small acknowledgment that Rohan took as a win. “He’s fine,” Rohan added, though Priya wasn’t so sure.
Karn wasn’t rude or cold; he just didn’t reach out. He didn’t start conversations, didn’t linger after class, didn’t join the groups that formed naturally in the hallways or the canteen. He was there, always on time, always with his books and his quiet demeanor, but he seemed to exist on the edges of their world. Everyone noticed the fake smile, the way it never reached his eyes, but no one asked why. It wasn’t that they didn’t care—Priya cared, Rohan cared, even Arjun cared in his own way—but Karn’s silence felt like a boundary, a line no one knew how to cross.
Sameer didn’t get it yet, all loud energy and quick jokes, trying to carve out a place in the class’s social hierarchy. One day, during a particularly chaotic lunch break, he plopped down at the table where Karn sat alone, picking at a sandwich. “Karn, got any friends?” Sameer asked, half-joking, his grin wide and teasing. The question hung in the air, sharper than he’d intended.
Karn didn’t flinch. He shook his head, a simple “No,” slipping out as he turned away, his gaze settling on the window. The word was flat, final, like a door closing. Sameer laughed, thinking it was a joke, but the sound faltered when he saw Karn’s expression—blank, unreadable. Priya, who’d been watching from a nearby table, frowned. “He doesn’t mean it,” she muttered to herself, though doubt crept into her voice. She wasn’t sure what Karn meant, not really. Rohan, sitting across from her, just saved Karn a seat at the canteen anyway, pushing an extra juice carton his way. “He’s one of us, even if he won’t say it,” Rohan said, his tone light but firm.
They figured he had his reasons, hidden deep, and let it be. The class had its own rhythm, its own unspoken rules. Karn was part of it, even if he didn’t act like it. He was the one who always knew the answer when the teacher called on him, his voice steady despite its softness. He was the one who’d stay late to help clean the classroom, even when no one asked. He was the one who, once, had slipped Priya a folded note with a perfect summary of the chemistry chapter she’d been struggling with, no explanation, no expectation of thanks.
There was the time when Rohan caught him sketching in the margins of his notebook during a boring lecture. It wasn’t just doodles—there were intricate patterns, spiraling designs that looked like they belonged in a museum. “Whoa, man, that’s good,” Rohan had said, leaning over. Karn had flipped the page quickly. “It’s nothing,” he’d muttered, but Rohan hadn’t missed the way his fingers lingered on the edge of the paper, protective.
These glimpses were like fragments of a puzzle no one had the full picture for. Priya tried to piece them together, lying awake at night, wondering what made Karn so guarded. Was it something at home? A loss? A secret? She’d asked her older sister, who was studying psychology, if some people were just born quiet. “Sometimes,” her sister had said, “but sometimes they learn to be. Something teaches them it’s safer to stay small.”
Priya didn’t know what had taught Karn, but she couldn’t shake the feeling that he was carrying something heavy. She saw it in the way he walked, his shoulders slightly hunched, as if bracing against a weight no one else could see. She saw it in the way he avoided mirrors, never meeting his own reflection in the classroom windows. She saw it in the way he’d linger at the school gate after classes, watching everyone else leave in groups, his expression unreadable.
The school itself was a sprawling place, its red-brick buildings weathered by decades of students. The courtyard was always noisy, filled with kids playing cricket or gossiping under the banyan tree. Karn avoided it most days, taking the long route through the science block to get to the canteen. But sometimes, when he thought no one was watching, he’d pause by the tree, his eyes following the game or the laughter, a flicker of something—longing, maybe—crossing his face before he moved on.
His classmates weren’t cruel. They didn’t tease him or exclude him, not really. They invited him to things—games, study sessions, birthday parties—but his “maybe” or “I’ll see” became so predictable that some stopped asking. Not Priya, though. She kept trying, her stubborn optimism refusing to give up. “He’ll open up eventually,” she told Rohan one day, passing Karn a bottle of water during a particularly hot afternoon. Rohan raised an eyebrow. “You’ve been saying this for whole grade.”
“Maybe this year’s different,” she said, but even she didn’t fully believe it.
As the months rolled by, Karn’s days flowed like a silent river—steady, unremarkable. He went to class, answered questions, ate lunch alone unless Rohan or Priya dragged him to their table. He did his work, always neat, always on time, but never with the spark you’d expect from someone so clearly capable. The teachers noticed, too. “You could do more, Karn,” his English teacher, Mrs. Sharma, said once, handing back an essay with a rare A+. “You have a voice. Use it.” Karn had nodded, murmured a “Thank you,” and tucked the paper away, but nothing changed.
The 11th grade was a strange time for everyone. It was the year of balancing academics with the looming pressure of 12th-grade board exams, the year of figuring out who you were before the world demanded you decide what you’d become. For Karn’s classmates, it was a year of late-night study groups, secret crushes, and endless debates about college plans. For Karn, it seemed to be a year of waiting—though for what, no one could say.
One day, during a rainy afternoon when classes were canceled early, Priya found him sitting alone in the covered walkway outside the library. The rain pounded the roof, a steady drum that drowned out the usual school noise. Karn was sketching again, his pencil moving quickly over a scrap of paper. Priya hesitated, then sat beside him, keeping her distance. “That’s really good,” she said softly, nodding at the drawing—a cityscape, all sharp lines and shadowed towers.
Karn froze, then slowly folded the paper. “It’s just a doodle,” he said, but his voice was quieter than usual, almost fragile. Priya didn’t push. She just sat there, letting the rain fill the silence.
They sat there until the rain slowed, and when he finally stood to go, he gave her a nod, the faint smile, but something realer, however small.
The year wore on, and the class began to feel the weight of time. The 12th-grade farewell loomed on the horizon, a milestone that felt both far away and impossibly close. For Karn, it was just another marker in a life he navigated alone. But for Priya, Rohan, and even Arjun, it was a deadline—a reminder that if they wanted to reach him, they were running out of time.
The school courtyard buzzed with life—laughter, music, and the bittersweet edge of goodbyes. “Last day, huh? We made it!” someone shouted, snapping a photo. Karn stood off to the side, his fake smile fixed in place, watching the chaos unfold.
“Karn, come join us!” Priya called, waving him over.
“I’m good here,” he replied, voice flat, hands tucked into his pockets. He was there, but not really there.
Then, a luxury car rolled up to the gates, its engine a low hum cutting through the noise. Two figures stepped out—a girl, stunning and graceful, and a boy, broad and commanding.
“Who’re they?” Rohan muttered, craning his neck.
“No clue,” Priya whispered back, eyes wide.
Whispers spread like wildfire as the pair approached, their steps deliberate.
Karn’s breath hitched. He knew them—their faces, their presence—but he couldn’t let it show.
“You okay, man?” Rohan asked, noticing his clenched fists.
“Yeah, fine,” Karn forced out, that fake smile straining as he shrugged. Inside, his heart thundered, memories clawing at him—laughter, trust, pain.
“Never seen them before,” he added, voice steady despite the lie.
“Whoever they are, they’re crashing the wrong party,” Priya said with a laugh, turning away.
Karn nodded, muttering, “Guess so,” while his mind screamed otherwise. It took everything to keep that mask up, to pretend they were strangers. As the farewell rolled on, the weight of their presence lingered, threatening to crack his fragile control.
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