Ch 2

"Noah's point of view"

I got on stage willing to sing all the feelings I’ve been feeling for a long time... After so long I couldn’t stand it anymore, it was suffocating me from the inside, so this was the best choice I could find... Because singing her to a wall wouldn’t do any good, so it better be in front of people...

Two weeks ago...

After a while without leaving home I decided to go buy some bread at the bakery and on the way home to discover a concert hall that you could sing and play instruments... Then I saw the opportunity to sing to express all my feelings and my loneliness, i knew if I went home I wouldn’t go back there to sing, so I went in there and I put my name on the list of singers, and by fate’s irony... it was the last slot I had.

Returning to the present.

As I sang all the feelings that I witnessed at that time, they began to overflow behind the words...

*Flashes of the past*

Singing was like a relief, but even feeling a little better, I felt an immense sadness in my heart... As if I had left a part of my past and started living the now that didn’t exist...

When I got up after singing, looking at the audience I saw a crying boy, i didn’t quite understand but I just gave him a slight smile, I felt I should do that, but he probably didn’t realize...

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In my room later I thought what it would be like if I died, well I don’t know what else to think... Having lived 179 years has been horrible, at first when I received immortality after an accident, i thought it would be one of the best things, to see the evolution of the world and of humanity seemed a surreal dream, but after you start losing the people you love, one after the other... Loneliness takes care of you, you know that famous phrase "The more you look into the abyss, the more the abyss looks at you," so that’s exactly it...