Chapter Sixty Nine: Demon Sword

Getting to her mansion after leaving Figlo at the market, I was killed by the love of my life. Her face showed a deep longing for me with sheer loneliness and sadness. My heart almost broke seeing her like that.
And when she passionately grabbed and kiss me, I could do nothing but give myself to her despite knowing that I was going to die.
Having died so many times since coming here, dying in her hands is the most pleasurable experience ever. Everything I am melted away in a burst of pleasure and intense heat.When I came to, she was laying flat on her right cheek staring at me lovingly and calmly. She looked blissful as though all he sins had been forgiven.
I remained on the floor for a while until my strength returned to me.
{Do you want me to tell you a story?} getting back to her pond, she waved her hand around and pictures started showing.
I crawled really close to her then looked down into it. The picture showed a girl. The most beautiful girl who looked just like her. I was certain that it was her when she was just a child. 
Just like a movie, I watched everything that happened from her childhood to this day. The stories included third person narrations from the souls she has inside of her. All their experiences and knowledge of the time were included as well.
She has lived for several decades and has been through so many hardships. She took thousands of lives and even fought the demon queen.
All of that meant nothing to me. All I cared about was her. I couldn’t care less how many lives she took or if she did it intentionally or not. I would accept her even if she destroyed the whole world.
To think that my love has been requited all along………… I found no greater joy than that.
In order for us to become equals. I have to get a lot more stronger than I am now. Just touching her for a long time is enough to kill me as it stands, but if I can get stronger, the effect will reduce greatly and I’ll be able to live a normal life with her. We can do anything we want without risking my life. 
{But there is also the possibility that you might become too strong for me to handle just like I am with you now.}
She hypothesized that once I become stronger than her, she might become the one who’ll be unable withstand my strength. That means that she might pass out from a kiss just like how the other girls have been doing all along.
And in order to ensure my safety, she told me a secret only a few people know about in the whole kingdom.
“Y~o~~u ar~~e~ b~ei~~n~~g~~ w~~a~tc~~ed~~………”
I was apparently being watched ever since Milta bailed me out from their hands. It didn’t matter how many times I changed my face, they know everything that has happened to me since then. The fact that I can pass through barriers, fly and even the mansion I live in is known by the authorities.
It seems the only thing they don’t know is that I can absorb the dropped items I collect. They also know that I’m the one intruding in the sacred land.
The only reason I’m being left at large is because my intentions are not yet clear. 
In the last meeting that took place just two weeks ago, the king decided to keep on investigating me to find out what I was up to. They want to know if they could use me to lure in the demon queen. 
It took decades, but they’ve apparently managed to open a magical portal that is strong enough to hold and neutralize the demon queen. The cave I was chained in at that time was only for minor demons. The real portal exists in a natural dimension that has been opened for that sole purpose. It seems they used the rewards the demon queen gave Lust to prove that.
The rewards are weapons removed from the demon queens body. Like a horn, a claw and things like that. She removes them from her body or materializes them then give to someone she deems worthy of receiving them. So far only Lust has received a reward from her. She received several of them and it was all thanks to the rewards that the country has become so powerful.
By using a fragment of those items just the size of a grain. A strength equal to none can be achieved. So far only two people were able to survive after being used as test subjects for the items. They are the king’s two children. Hero number 1 and 2.
It’s said that they were only able to use them because of their heritage. That gave them strength far beyond others and they became untouchable individuals.
Lust was given two rewards. A horn that materializes a sword and nails removed from the demon queen. The nails were not nearly as powerful as the horns. The horn was so powerful just being close to it was impossible. It killed everyone who touched it.
As such, it was given to the only person who could use it if the time ever came. It was given to Lust.
Since she has many lives, she can spare a few lives to wield the sword in times of emergencies.
{Even though your strength goes away when you try to fight the races, you still have to defend yourself when the time comes………….}
She told me that I alone would be able to use that sword as I please. The aura I give off is exactly the same to that of the sword.
In the years the sword has spent with her, she succeeded in making a sheath that seals off the aura of the sword. It’s now like any normal sword from far away but even she would die if she holds it.
She released a fog the shape of a hand. The shape moved behind her to the inner part of the house through the door that was facing me. Minutes later, it came out holding a sword less than a meter tall.
The handle was pure black and it looked as though it was made of bones. The sheath was black as well, it had engravings and magic circles drawn all over it just like a tattoo.
So that’s what’s keeping it sealed?
The fog brought the sword to me. I held it with my right hand when she gently closed her eyes in a sleepy manner.
The sword felt light. It was not heavy in the slightest. 
{I always lose all my strength when I touch that sword with my fog……………. just as I thought, you seem to share the same energy as the demon queen. You said you are from a different world right? Then there is no mistaken that she summoned you here………..}“What!!? are you serious!!??”
I never thought I would hear something like this ever before. The demon queen? Me?
“U~~~N~~N~~NN~~N~N~~N~~~~!!!”
{Your voice feels so good~ I cant try hard enough to suppress my moans.}
“No, forget about that. Tell me more about what you just said. How am I related to the demon queen?”
{I really don’t know. It’s just a guess. However, having fought with her face to face, I can somewhat tell that your aura’s are the same. You have to find the answers yourself by becoming stronger. Take that sword with you and promise me that you’ll only use it when the time calls for it. I still don’t know if it poses any danger to you despite seeing you hold it. Use it to defend yourself if those whom you cant fight try to take your life………………….}
Are you sure?
{I am. You don’t have to worry about me. The world would be destroyed a billion times before I allow you to be taken away from me. That’s why, even though I might die from loneliness when you leave here today, I have no choice but to endure it for both our sake. It hurts me a lot to see you die when we kiss, I don’t want that happening to you. That’s why I need you to get strong enough so that we can be together.}
Bad-ump! Bad-ump!
“B-be together…………..?”
“Y~~e~~s~…………..!” 
{Because I love you after all………….. I wont ever lose you to anyone………..!}