MOICHIDO OCHIRU MAE NI/BEFORE I FALL ONCE MORE.

Morning arrives and while I am happy to stay in the arms of my love for as long as permitted I have to rise soon,my loves beloved moon is almost gone and I having to remain here will even more poorly for me than it should have.

It ended up being how my love died the third time when his father found me in the arms and under the cloak of his son that had to be focused on the hunt for Akechi Mitsuhide after defeating the uprisers.

It was the most brutal slaying I had seen third to the first death of my love which Is nearing too soon and the slaying of the man who hurt her.

I can't forgive the man who took my flower child from me,never and I will not have to as soon as I rise up from this cloak I lay beneath and kiss the sleeping lips of a man I finally knew fully for only the second time in my life.

I swore my life to his so I swore my body as well even if I know that in two weeks time it will become a unpleasant place to be,but with him I feel his safety,his love.

Morning is here now and I walk away from his sleeping form,my fire hot inside as my memories do not cease recalling how so many men from Akechi found us out,how Nobunga told my love to wear the clothing of a subordinate only to slay him afterwards.
The history my darling flower child I did not tell you and I hope after I fix it all you will never know....


SAKURA

"Can you not see it clearly now?You are seeing not just her first life,the tragedy indeed it was but you are seeing her life that she falsely extended.Only doing so to save you and him and to what end really?"

I am fighting so hard to keep calm,I cant talk and little else but my heart is racing.

He made an effective assassin,so much so the first time he lived.
The tale I had heard a has been proven false yet why did Nobunga kill him at all?He proved himself loyal to his father so why?
Why also as punishment send my grandmother to wed a known merchant that had no prior connection to any official on record?

It all makes no sense same as this movie I am watching of her life that is becoming more intense by the moment.

After his murder,Nagreboshi suffered so much that day and the way my grandmother broke is like a story out of a painful history book that no one got to know.
I am now watching how she slowly learned what she could do,how only once she really said inside herself that all she wanted was to livelong enough to see a friend and hundreds of years went by and people lived and passed on before her eyes and the great-great-great grandson of however many times got married to a woman then had me.

It was like she was alive again until that day.

The day I died.
The day I....
Died?