Chapter 41:

Unfinished business.

Yui


“What can you do?” the circus manager looked at the child he just bought, if Fuyuki lied about what he said before the circus would simply lose too much money.

“I can walk on rope” before the manager and the three people around him could say anything else, Fuyuki ran with perfect balance on the high rope hanging between the walls.

“I can do jangling and stunts” he did a bunch of backflips and cartwheels using one hand, on the other hand he did jungling with three balls he stole from somewhere in the circus.

“Is it enough? I can do more dumb stuff if you want” Fuyuki didn’t looked like he was getting tired from doing the stuns.

The manager and the three employees near him had their mouths open so wide it almost fell on the floor, they never saw someone with this level of skill, he can become the sacred gem of this circus easily.

“Hehe” Fuyuki laughed a bit “you look amazed, can I get a costume now?”

The manager nodded in agreement, he was too shocked to say something.

“There is a closet right there” one of the employees pointed at a colorful door on the other side of the room “pick up something your size.”

Fuyuki smiled and got in the room behind the colorful door.

The moment he closed the door a girl entered the circus tent.

“Go away girl, we are not performing right now” the manager indicated with his hand for her to go away.

“Where is Fuyuki?” the girl was Nana, Natsuki told her she needed to be in that exact place at that exact time.

“The albino god?” the manager folded over to Nana “I’m sorry little girl, are you looking for your parents? because our employees are none of your business. ”

“Last caution” Nana pointed at the menager, she looked very confident of herself.

“Did you see that?” the manager turned to his employees and laughed “the little girl pointed at me!”

“As you wish” Nana lowered her finger slowly.

“What have you done?” the manager asked and laughed a little.

“Wait” Nana said flatly.

Death screams suddenly came out of the manager’s mouth, his head was starting to crack into two “stop it! stop it!”

“I warn you” Nana didn’t look very excited “once it’s done it can’t be undone.”

The manager screamed as much as he could until the cuts got to his brain and killed him.

“Anyone else?” Nana approached the three employees but they just hugged each other in fear.

“I’m done!” Fuyuki exited the room with a clown outfit, he walked in Nana’s direction and looked at the bloody dead manager tilting his head a little “is that something I said?”

“Come Fuyuki, we return home” Nana said and held Fuyuki’s hand strongly.

“But this idiotic circus just started to get fun” Fuyuki tried unsuccsesfully to stay in place, Nana pushed him too strong.

“I don’t care” they went past the scared employees “why did you go there in the first place?”

“None of your business” Fuyuki kept trying to release from Nana’s hands.

They exited the tent and Nana dragged Fuyuki to their home in fast running.

“Oh Nana” Natsuki didn’t expect Nana and Fuyuki to appear out of nowhere all of the sudden “I made some beef for lunch.”

“Oh Fuyuki” Fuyuki’s real personality waited for Fuyuki’s return to annoy him and maybe even getting his body back “look at your clothes! you finally look like what you are!”

“I like them” Fuyuki hissed to his real personality.

“Exactly” Fuyuki’s real personality clicked his fingers and sat comfortably on the couch.

“Thank you Natsuki, I’m very hungry from today” Nana sat on the couch and Natsuki served her a dish.

“Can you give me one too?” Natsuki sat near Nana from the other side that his real personality was on.

“Take for yourself” Natsuki stopped smiling, he truly hated Fuyuki deep in his heart.

“Hmp” Fuyuki made a bitter face and stared at the floor, thought he never thought before started to run in his head, suddenly what John said started to play in his head over and over again. He always knew something was wrong with him, his last personality, his current personality, he is not very lovable. He understood something, if god of love can’t be loved he did something wrong for sure. Suddenly he felt so alone, the only one in the room, can never be loved but need to make sure other people will be able to love.

He noticed his hand was connected to a string and so the rest of his body “Nana? Natsuki? where did you go? I’m scared...”

He wandered around the empty place he was in, just like a better place.

“Where the hell am I?” he sat down and fell somewhere, to a similar black room.

This time he saw a big bright heart under him, it was the place the strings was connected too.

“Look at you” it was Fuyuki’s original personality’s voice coming from the heart.

“So it’s a dumb illusion isn’t it?” Fuyuki tried his best to smile.

“This time it’s not an illusion” the voice kept talking “it’s only your mind.”

“Why am I here from the start?” Fuyuki felt helpless in this place, he cuddled uncomfortably in himself.

“Let me show you” he said and Fuyuki fell once again.

He saw words flying around him, Freedom, Affection, Love, Knowledge, Power.

“Choose one” the voice said to Fuyuki.

Fuyuki reached his hand to freedom and returned to the heart room again.

“I knew it” the voice said happily “you chose freedom, you want to return back, you don’t want to be on earth, you want to be raised by god of creation grow up and have your own life.”

“Nana is overprotective” Fuyuki said to the voice in his head, he started sobbing a little “she wants to return the years we lost and design me the way she wants. I already designed myself in the worst way possible, I’m not free. I want to go back.”

“You can’t” the voice said and Fuyuki returned to the living room.

“Is something wrong?” Nana said with a full mouth “you look a bit weird.”

“I know what I have to do now” Fuyuki stood up, he looked a little silly with his clown costumes, his face was much more serious than before.

“Seriously, what are you doing?” Fuyuki’s original personality saw Fuyuki walking towards his heart, there are only two things he can do with it.

“God of creation, god of future” Fuyuki lifted his heart “if there is an emergency I made a paper with instructions on how to tie a soul and a body. I have some unfinished business with my former personality so I have to say goodbye for now.”

“Fuyuki, you are not talking like yourself, is everything fine?” Natsuki went to check on Fuyuki but it was too late….

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