SHINKU NO IMAWASHI MONO/THE CRIMSON ABOMINATION.

THE MISERABLE TALE OF THE FALLING BLOOM,THE TALE OF SAKURA
MONTH TWO.

SAKURA

My brain is overloading like a computer from the nineteen nineties after too much information is being attempted at processing and my heart is just about at the point of having pounded too much so I collapse,my ears are starting to pick up little noises again as well as ii can start to feel my fingers and toes again which I thank GOD for profusely.

"You watched all of her lives now,every single man woman child she slew.Every family she spared that ended up being cataclymsic to our futures because it was not the way it was meant to be.You yourself,you were meant to die at twenty years old by a large vehicle in the true timeline and not just live on falsely as you have.In that child,you have become just as evil as her but your only salvation is that for so long your realization would be stripped from you but now I am preventing that."

That melodic voice echoes in my head,aggressive but maddeningly beautiful.
The sort of voice that could tempt anyone into anything in its way,I am frightened more by that fact than by her words.

"You have already hinted and led me on so just say it,whoever you are.Say it plainly please...."

I'm tired and scared by all of this, I just want to escape and live and I chose to be in here to do just that but I did not anticipate all of this...weight.

"You must die,she must die.So must I,but it can only be after your evil has been undone and you must also undo each and every false time your grandmother has created.In doing so you will have to save every soul that she took that lived in the true time,slay every person she saved in like manner.Yours as well,you tried to save his life many times,ending up in killing your own children by other hands or the men in your life became at war when you would run away because you truly believed that you were saving them,your heart died when you first came to realize that it was you killing them by your actions,unintended as it was.Even worse so though by no fault of your own,a child lost any hope of her future and her humanity because she lives with feelings not her own.You are the only one who can undo the sins of yourself and your grandmother,I tried numerous times ending in a mess of failures.....My sins are greater than yours child."

Now,I stand still in the heart of this frightening forest hearing footsteps that mirror no sound except perhaps if I one were walking on glass with heeled shoes,the ground itself seems to pull away at each of her steps like it is disgusted by the touch of her.

Like she is an abomination.

"I am one child,an abomination that you will have to steal from soon..."