Chapter 1:

Feeling

The story of a certain demon


“Ah I want to have emotions.”

This was my first request of god.

You must be confused right? Well let’s rewind time a bit.

A couple of hours earlier~

I (Yamada Joujirou) am 18 years old and a senior in high school, I won’t say that I’m very popular at school and that’s because of my lack of emotions I don’t know why but apparently I can’t show any emotion and I can’t feel anything and that’s the reason I don’t have any friends in school or even have anyone to talk to, my parents died when I was 7 years old in a car crash so I can’t remember their faces that clearly .

My uncle who is 37 years old and single took me in and treated me like his own son so I’m grateful for that and that’s everything about me.

Since graduation was right around the corner, my school decided to have a little school trip as a celebration for third years and i didn’t want to go but my uncle kicked me out of the house saying:

“Go and have a little fun since it’s your last year of high school”

So here I am walking towards school from my uncle’s house.

And on my way there I suddenly see a little girl probably around 3-5 years old trying to cross the street to get her ball which was kicked there by her a few seconds earlier.

And when she finally had the courage to cross the street a truck could be seen coming close to her and from what I can see the driver is…drunk?

Who drinks this early in the morning? And while driving a car as well

“Ha~h”

Well? I sighed out of disbelieve.

That’s when I noticed that he’s not slowing down at all, if he doesn’t slow down soon he’ll hit the little girl.

But apparently he was so drunk he didn’t see her at all.

“Hmm…”

If I help her right here and now I maybe will be able to show little bit of emotions.

Or so i thought.

I successfully jumped behind her and pushed her away, but the problem was that I could not avoid the truck that was speeding in front of me.

“So here’s where I die huh”

Those were my last words before the truck hit me.

Everything went black for a moment and when I tried to open my eyes again I noticed that I was in a strange place it was like I am above the clouds

Oh and I also noticed that there was a beautiful girl standing in front of me.

She was at least 160Cm, she looked like she’s at least 20 years old, she had long golden hair which matched her gold colored eyes perfectly.

Oh I know who she might be.

“Are you an angel?”

I asked her that since I’m sure the truck hit me and I died on the spot.

“Close, but wrong”

She replied.

Close?

She said my answer was close but it’s not right, so then is she?

“Are you a demon?”

If she wasn’t an angel then of course she’s a demon who came to take me to hell even though I don’t think I did anything wrong.

“No, you were close the first time but now it’s entirely wrong”

She said that she wasn’t an angel or a demon, so what is she?

I tried thinking about it for about half a minute that’s when I came with the prefect answer.

“You are god aren’t you?”

Yeah that was it.

There’s no way she’s something else.

“Ding ding, finally you came up with the right answer and here I was thinking you might be an idiot.”

Well I tried my best okay?

Well let’s leave that aside, what does she want from me?

“You must be wondering about what I want from you right?”

How did she know?

There’s no way it was showing on my face since I was completely lacking emotions like being surprised.

“Hello~ I can read your mind since I’m a god remember”

Oh right I forgot.

“That’s not important right now I summoned you here because I wanted to talk to you.”

“Talk to me?”

What does this Supreme Being want to talk about with someone like me?

“First of all my names is komi, and yes talk with you about the reward.”

Reward?

“Komi-sama can I ask, a reward for what exactly?”

I seriously didn’t do anything that deserves a reward from god.

“For helping the little girl of course.”

Ah

“So she didn’t die?”

That’s great she probably is going to be someone better than me anyway.

“Yeah even though she was supposed to die you prevented that.”

Oh that’s great.

“But since it wasn’t your time to die yet I felt a little sorry.”

A little?

“And with that I’ll help you reincarnate in another world.”

Hmm…another world adventure…?

Before I died I was a huge otaku and a book worm since I didn’t have anyone to talk to besides my uncle.

So basically this is my dream right now.

“Yeah yeah I know it’s your dream.”

Seriously that’s creepy.

“I’ll ignore that comment for now, so since I’m going to throw you in another world do you have any requests for your new life?”

Requests huh? There weren’t many things that I wanted to have in my life, but what I wanted the most was.

“Ah I want to have emotions.”

This was my first request since I was always the outcast because I can’t show any emotions.

I always got made fun of, or bullied because of my lack of emotions so I don’t want the same thing to happen again in my next life.

Of course that wasn’t my last request

“Also I don’t want to be a human.”

Well my reason for this is pretty simple…I tried being a human before.

There isn’t going to be anything special about my next life if I stayed human.

And since this is another world there are definitely a lot of different races.

“Ho~h, I honestly didn’t expect that second request, but oh well since it’s like that I’ll have to make you special right?”

She said that while winking at me.

It seriously sent shivers down my spine, stop.

“Oi I’ll ignore that comment too but that’s the last one or you’ll be reincarnated as a slime.”

Sorry sorry.

Being reincarnated as a slime should be something that no one wants to experience.

“Kuhm”

I coughed to recollect my thoughts.

What else do I want?...oh that’s it.

“I don’t have anything in mind right now, but what type of power do you plan on giving me.”

There is no point in being reincarnated as an ordinary person like a farmer, or a villager.

“you don’t have to worry about it, I’ll leave it as a surprise.”

That’s komi-sama for you.

But I’m really curious about what she’s going to give me

“Will that be your last question?”

Hmm…I don’t think have any other questions.

“Yes that’s it.”

Yeah there should be no need for other questions.

“Okay then I’ll start right now, good luck in your second life.”

It seems finally I’ll be able to live life to the fullest.

*clap*

“Oh right.”

She clapped her hands as if she remembered something.

“the world you’ll be reincarnated in is named edolas, it’s a world that resembles Europe in middle ages with magic of course, and you will be reincarnated as a child of a pure blooded demon since pure bloods are rare especially demons, will I wish you luck, bye bye now.”

She said that while waving her hands.

Suddenly a huge whirlwind formed around me and it let me see the most magnificent view of my life.

“Black.”

It was komi-sama’s panties.

When I looked at komi-sama’s face it was flushed red.

So even komi-sama gets shy by a guy seeing her panties.

“Next time I see you I’ll make sure to make you pay for that.”

It wasn’t even my fault.

Oh well at least I can keep that memory.

“Not for long.”

She whispered something under her breath but her cold smile gave it away.

Ha~h, it’s going to be tough.

Well I’m sure it’ll be okay, I just have to make sure I apologize next time I see her.

And that’s how my first life ended and my second life began.