Chapter 19:

Loner - Arc 3

Lucid Memories:The Observer's Servant Eyes「明晰思い出:観察者の従者眼」


I woke up, and I can't feel anything.

I can't feel any emotion, looking back at what happened to me before, I never did anything, I was useless, maybe remembering everything wasn't a good idea, yet I didn't chose to do it, it just happened, it was far from my control, it just happened to me.

I woke up at night, I don't know if I only slept for a while, or if I slept for a day or so, but even so it doesn't matter, I'm just tired from everything, I don't have the energy to be here, I just want to be gone honestly.

Yet I had the energy to go there, I'm now at the church, looking at the two of them, my parents, with my father's skeleton hugging my mother's coffin, opening it I could see only see her ashes and her skeleton, closing it, looking at them one last time, then turning my back on them, just accepting it, since there was nothing else I could do.

And then I saw her outside, someone the same age as me, I asked who she was, and so she responded "it saddens me how out of all people to ask me who I am, it was you, your one and only saviour, but even so, I never really expected you to know me", and with me not saying anything. 
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