Chapter 2:

Foreign Weather

Itsumo, Anata (Always, You)


     The days that followed blurred together in a way that made the first week feel both endless and impossibly short. The Yamamoto household, his host family, lived in a narrow two-story house near the river, with a persimmon tree in the tiny backyard and a cat named Mochi who treated Mateo with polite suspicion, much like the rest of the school.
     His host mother, Yamamoto-san, spoke slowly and patiently, repeating herself in simpler words whenever he looked lost, which was often. She had a habit of narrating her own actions while cooking — "now I cut the daikon," "now I add the soy sauce" — that Mateo eventually realized was less for her own benefit than a quiet, deliberate kindness, a free lesson slipped into dinner every night. His host father worked long hours and communicated mostly through nods and the occasional shared can of tea once the weather warmed, but there was warmth in his silences too, the kind that didn't need translating.
      It was a quiet house, and Mateo spent his evenings listening to the unfamiliar rhythm of a language pouring out of the television, catching maybe one word in twenty, writing down the ones that repeated most often in a small notebook he kept by his futon.
      He missed home more than he expected to — not dramatically, not in a way that kept him up crying, but in small aches. The smell of his mother's kitchen on Sunday mornings. The easy noise of arguing with his older brother in Italian, both of them talking over each other and somehow still understanding perfectly, a fluency he hadn't appreciated until it was gone. Here, even simple things — buying a train ticket, asking where the bathroom was, ordering food — required a kind of concentration that left him exhausted by nine every night, his brain feeling wrung out like a towel.
        School didn't get much easier, not at first. His textbooks were half in English, half not, and Mr. Sato's classes moved at a pace built for native speakers who'd been absorbing this language since birth. The only class that felt like breathing room was art, where nobody needed language to understand what he'd drawn, and PE, where a ball moving toward you needed no translation at all — a fact that made Mateo throw himself into every relay race and volleyball match with more enthusiasm than skill, just for the relief of being understood through motion alone.
      Slowly, in fragments, a routine began to take shape. He learned which vending machine sold the least bitter canned coffee. He learned to recognize Kenji's voice before he turned around, loud and cheerful even in a language Mateo barely followed. He learned the particular hush that fell over the classroom in the last ten minutes before the final bell, everyone quietly willing the clock forward.
     It was in the hallway after PE, dripping sweat and lost, that he first really talked to Hana — if you could call it talking.
     "Bathroom?" he asked, in the flattest, most desperate Japanese he could manage — toire — the one word he'd made absolutely certain to memorize on day one, repeating it to himself on the train that very morning like a lifeline.
      Hana, walking past with a stack of workbooks, pointed down the hall without breaking stride, then, seeming to reconsider, actually walked him halfway there, glancing back once to make sure he understood which door.
      "Arigatou," he said, the one polite phrase that had stuck.   
        She nodded, the corner of her mouth twitching upward before she turned and left.
        It wasn't much. But it was the first time all week that something had gone right, and Mateo found himself thinking about it on the train home, turning the small moment over and over like a coin he didn't want to spend