Chapter 26:
Something's Not Right
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When I wake up
again,
the restraints
are gone.
Is this a hallucination?
Sunlight
streams through
the curtainless
window.
There's only one LED light
on the blank ceiling.
The nurses sit against the wall,
the pretty one
typing on her phone.
What day is it?
Did the meltdown happen
or was that the hallucination?
Tammie telling me
we've met before,
is it real?
I thought
I've already mastered
being able
to tell
what's real,
what's not,
but I guess
that must have been
the real hallucination.
An old panic
rages through
my chest
but my limbs
are weak
from being sedated.
Medicine.
They keep changing my medicine.
The pills—
five.
Originally it's five.
But here they give me
twelve.
Now I also get
injections
on top of the twelve
pills.
I wrap my hands
around my knees.
They move
so slowly...
Like I'm in water.
I can't breathe in water.
The nurses,
they get up
and come towards me.
I say something.
They stop.
My feet touch the floor
and I'm running.
My legs
feel like needles—
jabbing into my body,
but pain
is what keeps people
alive.
There's an easy way
to find out
what's real,
what's not.
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