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The air turned black. It stared back at me. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks. It watched me carefully; as if studying me, I held its gaze. What did it want? Why couldn't it just leave me alone? It bared a great resemblance to the me I knew, the me I hated. It was wrong. All wrong! It was horrific. Bulging fat from its stomach. Scarred arms and thighs presenting themselves as a threat. The chest, disgusting, how I wish they weren't there. Hair, cut short, now torn and wrangled It raised a stiff finger, blackened and bruised; resting it upon my heart. "Whø åřę ýøū?" It said in a slow, broken mumble. I felt my mind slip away. Sence of self-becoming null. Who was I? What is this deranged body? I felt sick. Dizziness crowded my senses. My eyes felt heavy. I started to sink. I welcomed this feeling, as my tears froze on my face. I plummeted into a void of nothingness. Leaving my body and face with the grotesque monster of the idolized me. It makes everything so so so WRONG! I peered at the real me; floating in a peaceful void, needing to scream, to shout, to tell anyone. But no, stuck there forever silenced. Forever scared. Forever waiting.