Chapter 17:
Birds Of A Feather V1
“You look so happy giggling while looking out of the window and all.”
Someone said so from behind. I'm presently resting my elbows on the edge of the window of the Gabaldon building in our school.
There are still few minutes before the flag ceremony begins. And I have nothing else to do but to be idle.
“Is everything prepared?”
“Yes. The sound system, the prayer leader, and the flag are all ready. We're all just waiting now.”
She stood beside me and looked out of the window and her golden hair fluttered when a gust of wind blew. She's tall and beautiful. She also has a nice figure. If it's in terms of physical appearance, I see no reason as to why Mark would break up with her.
Mark haven't said anything and I don't dare to ask. I am unaware of what happened so I might risk angering him if I speak carelessly. I'll just wait for him to speak about it himself. He loves to storytell anyway.
In any case, this girl is Rose. She's our SSG Treasurer this school year. She's in the same grade level and class section as I do. That means, she's also Mark's classmate. She's no threat compared to Mae because Mark isn't someone you could stimulate easily. He isn't fickle so it's less likely for anyone to make him fall for them.
Unlike Mae.
Mae is Mark's first love. He once mentioned her briefly to me before. He didn't really say that much. But when he was describing her, he was being subjective. He was describing her sincerely with his own perception. I was really threatened and afraid that time.
Fortunately, she wasn't in the city and Mark also said he won't leave me for her. I am doubtful but I chose to believe in him.
However, why does she need come back?! It's only been a day yet Mark is already breaking away from me! Although he said he won't leave, I don't think he won't be seduced by her. He loved her once after all!
That's why I need to make sure Mark will see me as someone better than her at any aspect as much as possible.
“But are you going to be fine for later?”
“I'll be fine. I long memorized the lyrics and I'm in my best condition today hehe.”
“I haven't heard you sing before so I'm kind of looking forward to it. But, hmmm, you're unusually excited so I feel strange looking at you like this.”
“Is it... that obvious...?”
“Not really obvious but it's visible. At least to those that knows you well.”
“Hehehe... Well Mark is looking forward to it.”
Yes. Mark is cheering me up. He's looking forward to me singing on the stage. And this is a chance for me to show off myself to him.
If he hear me sing at my best, he might start falling in love with me. Ahhhh! No! Wait, I can't be complacent!
I need to do my best!
“Seeing you acting like this is a novel sight but the reason behind it is that bastard? Humph! How disappointing. I wonder what flowery words he said to fool you.”
Eh?
“No! It's not a lie!”
Oh no. I let my thoughts out loud.
“Uh, eh. Um... I'm sorry.”
“No no. I should be the one saying sorry. I apologize for shouting at you. It's just that Mark won't lie to me.”
“... Humph.”
“Are you still mad at him?”
“Of course I am! He's a coward leaving us girls fight all by ourselves.”
Mark isn't a coward. You know nothing at all aren't you? He just had a trust in our ability. I'm really glad I can fight properly. With this, I'm one step ahead of Mae once again.
And this attitude of Rose is probably one reason why I don't feel her as a threat. She's sharp-tongued and harsh. She also seems to have some sort of bitter feelings for Mark. Perhaps this is the reason why they broke up.
But even so, I can't afford to lower my guard down. She's also one of Mark's ex girlfriends after all. And although she has her own boyfriend, I can't just be at ease. So at the very least, I need to push her to somebody else.
Al for example.
Al is Mae's boyfriend. But I noticed that their relationship is crumbling. And that increased the risk because Mae could— No, she will surely turn her eyes back to Mark once she broke up with Al. And I won't allow that to happen!
So this is where I could put Rose in. If she or Al fell to each other, it will cause a chaos.
Mae will be mad at Rose because she'll see her as the reason why she and Al broke up. Rose's boyfriend will be mad as well and I'm sure he'll do something about it.
While they're all busy to each other, I can use that chance to make Mark mine. Or if I'm fortunate, they will all just disappear from our life.
Even if they won't, this will still create a wall between Mark and Rose. Regardless, Rose is still Mark's ex girlfriend. And it seems that Al once betrayed Mark presumably by stealing Mae from him. So once Al turned his eyes to Rose or vice versa, Mark will feel at least slightly bitter about it which will reduced the chance of him and Rose getting together.
I could just think of something to deal with Mae by then.
“Al was with us. He was with you fighting those guys.”
“Stop! Don't mention that guy! You're ruining my day.”
Oh.
It seems that this will be harder than I thought. It looks like she hates him as well. Then I'll just focus on making Al fall for her.
“Yahho~ We're all good to go!”
Another person is here. She's the PIO of our SSG. She's also one of Mark's ex girlfriends. She's Mary Angeline.
At first I felt threatened by her because of her amiable interaction and intimacy with Mark. But I later on realized that it's just her personality to be friendly. And I also noticed that she's pretty loyal to her current boyfriend.
“Hello Mary.”
“Hello!”
“Hi Eliza-san. And hi to you as well Rose. But why do you look upset?”
“She's mad at Mark.”
“Eh? Why? Tell me quickly!”
“Humph! That guy cowardly hid behind us ladies while we fought those scummy rapists!”
“Oh. Eh? Wait what? What do you mean by ‘fought’? And ‘rapists’?! That's heavy! Say it quickly!”
“Are you the reincarnation of a gossiping ghost?! Humph. Ask Elizabeth about it.”
Mary turned her bright eyes to me.
“Well Mary, we got into a fight while we're on our way home yesterday. We encountered an attempted rape which victim turned out to be Al's twin sister.”
“Al? Oh him. Al has a twin? Wow~! That's news to me! And she was lucky that you were there huh. I wish I was there as well. Anyway, what happened then?”
“Three out of four fought Al and Rose while the other one who was apparently their leader stood aside. The three of them are armed but Al and Rose defeated them all.”
“Stop! What do you mean by that? You're the one who knocked out the two of them! While I knocked the other! So don't give me the credit for something I didn't do. Al is the only one who didn't defeated anyone though. Such a weakling!”
“Ehhh~! Eliza-san also fought? I remember that Mae-chan was with you as well so did she also fight?”
“No. She's weak so she just watched.”
Don't put her to the same level as me.
“Yeah. She only supported that weakling's twin!”
“Eh I see. But fuu~ Good thing none of you gotten hurt.”
Al did.
“I hate to admit it but it's because Elizabeth saved me twice. Or else I either got smacked to the head or gotten shot! But humph! I can actually handle it myself.”
“Wait wait wait! A gun?! That sounds dangerous Rose-chan! Good thing Eliza-san was there together with you. You're so impressive Eliza-san!”
Mary raised a thumbs up to me.
“I wasn't actually the one that saved her— or rather ‘us’ from being shot.”
“What do you mean? Did Al saved you?”
““No!””
Rose and I shouted at the same time causing Mary to be flustered.
“Uh.. um.. umu! Okay.”
“Humph! That weakling was defeated and utterly useless!”
“It wasn't Al that saved us Mary. It was Mark!”
“Ohhhh~ That's impressive! Mark-kun became a knight-in-shining-armor. How romantic! I should praise him later.”
“‘Impressive’ you say? What a nice joke!”
“Eh? Why are you mad?”
“Duh! Mark was there all along yet he just left us all by ourselves.”
“Ehhhhh~?! Mark-kun wouldn't do that.”
“Oh well he would and he did. Such a cowardly bastard. Humph!”
I'm getting annoyed by her badmouthing Mark like that.
“Shut up Rose! He isn't a coward. He just trusted us! Remember that he still saved you regardless.”
“Why are you shouting at me?! Stop defending him. We almost died you know! And don't make it sounds like I'm being ungrateful!”
“I never said that you're being ungrateful. Just stop badmouthing him. And I'm sure Mark knows what he has been doing. The situation is under his control.”
“Humph!”
“Uh... err... Rose-chan, I think Mark just really trusted your abilities.”
Rose ignored us and just turned her head to look out of the window.
*RIIIIIIIIIIIIING~!*
“Oh. Flag ceremony is about to start. We should go. It's time.”
“Humph! We've waited for too long.”
“But it was only for few minutes though... Uh... Anyway, good luck Eliza-san!”
Fuu~ It's finally time. Please watch me sing, Mark.
I took the microphone and waited until the national anthem was sung. After that, it's my turn.
Agh~ I'm so nervous. My heart is beating really fast and my palms are getting sweaty.
Almost half an hour later, it's finally my turn. I started walking up the stage while calming my nerves down.
It's fine. It would be fine. I can't mess this up. Mark is watching after all.
When I was on stage, my heart beat louder. Thousand of students and teachers alike are present. They're all staring at me. But they're not the caused of my fear.
I'm looking at the line 20 or so meters away from the stage. That's our line— the line of our section. And that's where Mark is.
But, why I can't see him? Is it because of the banner my classmates have been waving? Why do they even have that? Please put it down. I can't see Mark.
I shook my head and gripped the microphone. I should focus on this.
The music started playing through the loud speakers and so I started singing.
{♪Hail to you pride of Camarines, where Isarog stands stately grand...♪}
When I began singing the first stanza, my heart gradually calmed down. That's good. I can't mess up. I need to show Mark I'm once again better than Mae.
{♪Here we come at your feet we offer. Homage love, laurel's won, we all bring~♪}
In the second stanza, I noticed that the students aren't singing along with me but instead stared at me intensively.
But whatever. It doesn't concern me.
{♪Oh! Come join us today, over the hills, across the seas don't delay...♪}
The students got scolded so they started singing with me in the chorus. I also noticed that the banner my classmates had been waving was finally put down the ground.
So I can now see Mark.
But he wasn't there.
I have a bad feeling about this. But I refused to think about it. I might just be overthinking. So I squinted my eyes and searched carefully.
But he wasn't there. Not at the front nor at the back. He wasn't anywhere.
No. Why?
I don't understand. Where did you go? Why did you leave? Why aren't you listening?
Did I embarassed him? Is it because I'm sweaty? Is he disappointed? Does he dislikes me now?
My eyes become hot and I wanted to cry.
But I can't!
I might just be mistaken!
I can't mess this up because of a mistake.
{♪.....Camarines Sur, Camarines Sur, national~ High school~~!♪}
I finished the whole song.
“ENCORE! ENCORE! ENCORE!”
The students are shouting but I can't hear it at all. My eyes can't see their claps and my ears disallow me to hear their cheers.
I'm only looking at one direction.
But...
I never saw him. Not even his silhouette. He isn't here. Mark isn't here.
He left and didn't want to hear me sing. But you said you'll listen! Where are you then?!
My chest contracted and I can hardly breathe. I wanna scream and cry. But I shouldn't.
Why would you lie to me?
You're such a liar Mark!
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