Depression

"I wish to die" that's what I said when she asked me "what is your wish that you want to come ture". 

So, my story begins when I was born in a halfass family, and by the way my name is Justin. When I was just 4 year old when my mother and father used to force me to do study, because they  want me to become big man and give them a lot of money, you can say my mother and father were obsessed and  greedy for money.

But things got very serious when I was in class 9th and my  exams were going on, in that period of time, my parents used to beat me if, I was not studying hard (8 hours non-stop studying) and I started studying like a dog everyday non stop but after that also my scores were not improving at all, and then my parents decided to not give me lunch and dinner, I was feeling like I'm in hell of torture. and that's how I got very depressed from my life. 

But one day when I was sitting and having lunch in school canteen, and suddenly I saw a girl who was coming towards me and said   "would you like to be friends with me" and I thought that why is this girl wants to become friends with me and after that I said "ok why not" and after that she said "by the way what is your name" I said " my name is Justin and I'm from class 9-C, what about your name?"

I don't know why but I knew her name but then also I asked here name, she reply  "my name is annie, and I am in class 9-A, by the way would you like to meet after school" I thought why is she asking me to meet after school and then I directly ask her that "why would you like to meet after school?" Annie replies "I would like you to go on a data with me" I was surprised,

 I replied  "wh...a..t, but why?"  Annie replied    " I really want to go on a date with someone who is pretty boring "   I knew it is true, that I am a pretty boring guy and  I also don't have any friends, but  annie was pretty famous then why would she like to go on a date with me, after that I replied and said "but why would you choose me because there are many people in class 9 who are pretty boring so, why me?" Annie replied "I thought that you would be a nice person to go with, so would you like to go on a date with me or not?" I immediately replied "yes I would love to go on a date with you" annie replied "ok, 

then let's meet after school" and after that the school bell rang and the break time was over, so we had to go in our classes, when I came in my class and sat down on my chair I started thinking about what will happen in our date and I started feeling happy. 

I thought it would be a nice day for me and just like that the school was over and I was waiting for her it the gate and I was pretty nervous, because it was my first time in my entire life I was going with a girl on a date.