Dance of Thorns
Three weeks came and went. Enough time had passed that Rell was able to develop somewhat of a routine. Wake up, tuck Kana in. Train. Get breakfast with Elena, Kana, and Rena. Train some more. Occasionally go on short combat missions. Occasionally get harassed by Mira and/or the Tia squad. Train some more. Eat again. Sleep. Repeat.
However, one day, Rell awoke. He tucked Kana in, as usual. The girl was awfully attached to her, but he didn't mind. It reminded him of his little sister, so he actually enjoyed it in a way. It was a small taste of his old life. After getting changed and equipping his sword, he went to exit the room. Rena slept on a small futon right outside his door. He walked past her, tip toeing so as not to wake her.
A chill was hanging in the air, making Rell shiver as he walked out the door into the early morning. The biting wind dug into him, making him hesitate going outside ever so slightly. He forced himself out, making his way to his usual training ground. Elena sat there, warming herself in front of a fire. She had a kettle suspended over it.
"Ah, morning." She smiled.
"...Morning." He greeted.
Elena was wearing a thick winter coat, with a pair of dark leggings. The color scheme suggested a Mira trademark design.
"I hope you don't mind." She said.
Rell shook his head.
"Normally, I don't wake up this early." She chuckled, placing her cold hands to the fire's radiant warmth.
"You look tired." Rell pointed out.
"I've been having a hard time sleeping these past two or three days." She said.
"Why's that?" He asked. "If you don't mind me asking."
"I've been having really weird nightmares." She admitted. "Always Shadows, and this...." She shook her hands, trying to explain herself. "Skeleton masked...entity?"
"Skeleton mask?" Rell asked, deciding to take a seat on the stump opposite of Elena.
"Yeah." She nodded. "Well, in the dreams. The Shadows. They... talk... I think. But they keep saying one word that I don't understand. They're definitely speaking their own language, but I just can't make out what it is. Just saying this word over and over."
Rell looked at the flames, letting the warmth heat his frozen fingers.
"And what does this skeleton masked thing have to do with that?" Rell asked.
"It's a bit of a legend among us Sisters. They say when you're about to die, you see a Reaper. That Reaper takes his bloodied sword and ends your life." Elena explained. She looked at Rell, fear in her eyes. "In the dream, he kills me."
"I see." Rell let out, unsure of what to say. "it's just a dream."
"I...yeah. I guess your right." Elena nodded.
Rell kept his dreams to himself. The nightmares that made him toss and turn at night. the visions of a dark version of himself. And the visions of a dead Alicia, bruise marks around her neck, her cold dead eyes staring at him.
"Rell..." Elena whispered.
"Hmm?" He turned to her.
"Do...do you believe in the Voice? You're a Holy Knight, so you must do." She said.
"I...I don't know." Rell answered. "I was never really the religious type. I learned a lot about it at the Holy Knight Academy, but I never really had the faith."
"Oh..." She sighed.
"It's a really comforting story though. About a Voice who sang creation into all existence, who tenderly loves and cares for each living thing." Rell explained, struggling to remember the core aspects of the faith. "The Knights believe that the Voice used Nin to create everything. Like Nin is the very music of creation itself."
"Nin does feel kinda musical to me, in a strange sort of way." Elena responded.
"There are a lot of things I don't really like about it though." Rell said.
"Like what?" She asked.
"I don't like the idea of a malevolent Voice that is the reason for all our sins. Of a malicious darkness that whispers into your ears and makes you hurt people."
"Ah, the Voice of Darkness..." Elena said.
"Mhm. It's a little too convenient to say that all that's wrong with the world is because of a voice in your head rather than a person taking responsibility for what they did." Rell continued. "Like every murderer is not truly at fault because the Voice made them do it." He went on. "I also don't believe in the prophecy."
"Of the Hero of Light?" Elena asked.
"Yeah..." Rell gritted his teeth in anger. "Forcing the weight of the world's salvation on one person because you believe she's the Voice of in human form..."
Rell remembered all the pain and expectation placed on Alicia's shoulders. He once punched a senior Holy Knight for bowing to her and kissing her feet. It almost got him thrown out if Alicia hadn't intervened on his behalf.
"Do you know how the prophecy ends?" Rell asked.
"I never really read that far into it. I only know from the stories the Commander would tell me." Elena mentioned. "She tended to avoid the prophecy."
"The Hero dies, but takes the Darkness with her, bringing about a new world free of suffering." Rell sighed.
Rage burnt in his chest. He remembered how much he hated that ending. How Alicia, the very girl who saved his and his sister's life, was destined to play her part, act out the motions, while marching to her guaranteed death with a smile. It was garbage to him. Alicia was free. She didn't have to live her life to some will of two faceless gods locked in an eternal war.
"Alicia is not going to die. I swear it." Rell said aloud.
"That name again. That's what you called me when we first met." Elena said.
"I'm sorry." he shook his head. "I just mistook you for someone else. Someone really important to me."
"One of your squad members, right?" Elena asked.
"Can you...tell me about them?" Elena asked. "If it's not too much of course."
"Well... where do I begin?" He chuckled. "Well, there's Anto. He's a really big guy, and at first glance he looks like the kinda guy who'd punch you for looking at him wrong. But actually he's a big sweet heart who loves cooking. He makes some amazing food."
"Oh, like what?"
"Stews are his specialty. Although he does make great pasta." Rell reminisced. "Then you have Mara. Every guy and a lot of the girls at the Academy had a crush on her. But people underestimated her cause she was so pretty. She's actually incredibly smart, like top grades in the past ten years smart. Both her and Alicia also loved Anto's cooking, if you didn't get there early they'd eat it all up."
"So she was pretty huh?" Elena squinted, that same feeling from a couple weeks ago coming back to her. What was it? It confused her so much.
"West, man I hated that guy. We were a lot like Rin and Rena, always at each others throats. But, and I'd never tell him this to his face, I saw him as my brother. I wouldn't trust anyone else as much as I did him."
"Jeez, sounds like you don't actually hate him." Elena chuckled.
"And then Alicia..." Rell frowned. "She was... a very special kinda person. She was..." Rell sat down, thinking a bit.
"She was?" Elena leaned in, trying to her his response.
"She was the person who saved my life." He finally let out, a soft blush on his face. "She was...so...beaut..." His face reddened even more upon seeing Elena's face.
It was more than just resembling her. Elena's face was nearly identical to Alicia's in everyway. It made him even more embarrassed, as it was like he was trying to explain these things to Alicia directly.
"...Go on..." She blushed. "Eh?" She reached her fingers to her cheeks. "Why?"
Elena didn't understand. When he was taking about that woman earlier, bitterness shot up. So why was it that now she reacted this way? He wasn't even talking about her.
"Rell!" Kana cried out, darting from the house and making a straight line towards him. "Why didn't you wake me up? I told you to!" She said, latching onto Rell and pouting.
"Cause last time I tried you didn't get up." Rell sighed, patting her head.
"Big Sis, can you please not get so close to Rell? It takes away from the time he has to spend with me." Kana declared.
"Hey!" Elena lashed out, standing. "You were so cute and shy when you first were born. What's with this attitude now?"
Kana glared, tightening her grip around Rell.
"You guys!" Rin called out.
The group turned to see her approaching.
"What's up?" Elena asked, leaping to her feet, trying to distract herself from the confusing feeling from earlier.
"It's time." She said somberly. "All the squad leaders are going to go meet with the Major and the Commander pretty soon here to discuss the assault."
Rena approached, avoiding eye contact with Rin. Rin did the same, turning away.
"...The Major wants us to meet at HQ..." Rin relayed to Rena.
"I'm gonna go let Mira and Luna know." Rin said, turning and walking away.
"You two haven't made up yet?" Rell asked Rena.
"Its... complicated..." Rena looked to the ground. "We'll... get to it eventually. It's just awkward." Rena turned and began to walk away. "I'll be going to the squad leaders meeting now."
Rell and Elena looked at each other.
"Guess it's time." Elena said. "You ready?"
"Let's go." he nodded.