Chapter 30:
Lost Mind
One day, before going for a walk, the dog put us against the wall and asked for explanations as to why we behaved differently in each other's presence than when we are only with him. We looked at each other uncertainly, pondering our pet's question.
"Well," I said. "Tetsu, we will achieve nothing without being truly ourselves in every aspect.
"You know I'm afraid of a quarrel," Tetsu muttered, avoiding my eyesight. "I don't want to screw this up like last time."
I placed my hand gently on his cheek and smiled. He looked my way and allowed himself to share his worries, fears, and hidden emotions with me
"Quarrels are also part of the relationship, the first one will happen eventually and many others too, but we must have the ground to start working out compromises that satisfy both of us. If we both put in a lot of work, we'll make it, right?"
He nodded his agreement and stroked Kiba, thanking him for pointing out the problem. From that moment on, things started to move in a better direction. On our second anniversary of the day we met, Tetsu asked me to go shopping because he hid a gift for me somewhere and needs a moment to pack it.
I couldn't disagree and all in all, I went to Victor and Alex, whose apartments were used as a hiding place for my gift. For most of my relationship with Tetsu, I tried to collect various souvenirs, such as tickets from the places where we were on dates, postcards, and photos, some taken in secret. A few months ago, when I noticed that there were quite a few of them, I decided to make a souvenir of them. I had to ask Victor for help, because even though I was creative with baking and decorating cakes, now I didn't quite know what I wanted to achieve. I was browsing the Internet for inspiration, but a lot of them also did not make my task any easier. Months of work paid off, however, and I was pleased with the result and gladly returned with the wrapped gift in my hand.
It was starting to snow, so I quickened my pace because I hadn't taken my hat, not expecting the weather to get worse. When I walked back home I was surprised to see Kiba wearing his elegant collar and waiting for me with a serious face.
"Please close your eyes and follow me," the dog announced.
"Okay," I laughed. "I didn't think you'd be caught up in this too. Tetsu could tell if he wanted to organize a gala dinner. We could have cooked something together."
"Who said this was dinner?" Tetsu muttered, who suddenly found himself behind me. I wanted to open my eyes but he told me not to.
"What's happening?" I asked uncertainly.
"Surprise."
"I already know that," I replied, a bit worried about the situation when I don't quite know what to expect.
"But you don't know what the surprise is, do you?" Tetsu asked hesitantly.
"I guess you prepared dinner and some gifts, but I don't know what you got. I also have a gift for you, by the way," I said, trying to change the subject.
"Just making sure you don't guess anything too correctly," he added nervously.
I was wondering where it came from. He was cooking something he wasn't sure about, or maybe he had burned something. Did he try to bake a cake without being able to? Tetsu figured out something. I felt a little nervous about his nerves and I was getting impatient.
"No, I don't know anything, but I'm getting nervous," I replied.
"Me too," he sighed, and I felt him tightly gripping my hand in his, but I thought he was holding it at a strange angle. "The rules are simple, I will ask a question and you will answer. Now quietly count to three and open your eyes."
I did as he told me and I saw him kneeling in front of me and Kiba sitting next to him with a pillow on his head, on which there was a box with a cute, modest ring. The dog tried his best not to move and waited for my reply.
"Lucretia, will you do me this honor and be my wife?"
A few seconds passed before I realized the meaning of his words, then I started to cry happily while nodding my consent.
one year later
"Yes, and you Dad?" she replied.
I couldn't answer right away, as if in front of mine my eyes saw the ghosts of my dead friends. Leonard and Lucia smiled at me and stood on the other side of Lucretia. The bride's biological father took his daughter in one arm and his wife in the other. I didn't know where it had come from, whether it was done by Lucretia herself or by my own mind, but however it happened, I was immensely grateful for it.
"Thank you," Leonard said to me, with teary eyes.
"You did excellently," Lucia added. "My adult, happy daughter," she laughed softly looking at Lucretia. "It's all I dreamed of for her."
"Yes, now I'm ready," I said and wiped more tears.
another year later
Alex and I went to the toy store. We were getting ready to visit Lulu for the first time after leaving the hospital. I was nervous because my sister asked me to be godfather to her children. I thought I would have had this role earlier when Ginny gave birth to her son, but apparently, she strongly opted for godparents to be relatives on her side of the family. Hyacinth reluctantly agreed but said he would make it up to us and explain to the child that we are the cooler uncles and aunt.
Another thing caught my eye and I tapped Alex on the shoulder. I asked if maybe we should choose this as the first gift after all.
“Victor, I think Lulu and Tetsuya don't care about gifts, but visiting them."
"I just want to be a good godfather," I refused. "It's a serious task."
"You will do a great job and I'll help you," Alex said, squeezing my hand gently.
"But even Ginny ..."
"She thinks no one is worthy to even be in the presence of her child. You shouldn't worry at all."
I agreed with him and we moved on, still looking for the perfect gift. I couldn't decide on anything. Nothing impressed me, but I noticed that Alex had been standing by the shelf with mascots for a long time. I walked over and stood next to him. He was staring at two similar, but nonetheless slightly different mascots of foxes.
"They will be perfect!" I was glad and immediately went to the cash register with my loot.
"Yes, they're good for the twins," Alex added, and he followed me, putting his arm around me.
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