Bad feelings are a part of you

For Saiga the past 15 years of loneliness wasn’t a big deal, he was protecting people from himself, now, although he can feel without borders, he needs to hurt someone for himself... again!

The only way he can make sure that Nijime will come back is to show her the danger that only she can stop, the only problem is that he learned to contain the curse, now he needs to use it, he doesn’t know how to do it.

He needs some negativity which is hard to have after the last time he talked with Mia.

He asks himself: “when I close my eyes I can see you, why do you appear only where I don’t want you to be, can’t you help me instead of hurting me all the time?”

He has just realised that what he was trying to stop was a part if him, it’s the same as the bully who died last time, bullying was a part of her personality, and it was hurting people. He isn’t different from anyone else, maybe he has the right to hurt others, since he didn’t hurt them all his life, he thought he has the right to feel only good feelings, but he won’t be himself if he contained his bad ones.

“What do I feel at this moment?” Saiga asks himself, “is it good, no that’s wrong, I’m loosing a friend, even if she’s fake, I won’t give her up, now I feel bad, angry, weak, I want to change it, I...”

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An old man’s watching the TV, his wife says that she’s afraid of the crimes happening around this days, suddenly a breaking news are being shown on the TV.

“In a small town, a dark cloud has appeared...”

We all know what’s going on.

She received his message, he can know because he’s already seeing her, she is in front of his eyes, but he is speechless, even if he thought a lot about what would he say.

Suddenly, his thoughts started to become clearer, the shadow disappeared, it’s only him and her, looking at each other, without saying a word, they don’t need words to understand the situation.

But he, again, interrupted the silence by saying:

- are we still being friends - You know we can’t after all this, she answers ...- You know that we are even more than that.

He chose to go to this small town because nothing is going to be there, well after she talked to him, it started to be obvious that he’s happy.

Not only because the whole town is full of some shiny beautiful flowers, but because even if he smiled a lot lately, now he’s smiling like he never did.