No more fake relationships

“ I started to have good feelings, I stopped seeing the curse, but I still can feel that I am not satisfied yet, isn’t friends all what I wished”

Saiga’s life has become better, he’s able to feel the freedom of feeling for the first time. He’s with friends, people who can accept his feelings, and he can feel only good feelings when they are close, he can’t deny that he is afraid of meeting another person that might make him do something wrong again.

Until the moment, this story was just about Nijime being the girl without weaknesses, she seemed unnatural.

The more you get related to others, the more you bear a burden on your shoulders.

It’s a new day, Saiga’s waking up to enjoy more his new lifestyle, he goes like always to the school, but something isn’t as usual.

“She’s absent!!” Someone says while Saiga’s passing by, the next group of students is talking about the same thing, a girl didn’t come to school today.

He doesn’t need to think a lot before guessing that the one who disappeared was no one but Nijime.

He wasn’t also surprised, maybe he was expecting that something similar may happen, he had some doubts concerning how he just made three friends that easily, the only answer that he managed to reach is that Nijime was pretending all the time that she’s a friend of Saiga.

Maybe it was only in order to save him, but for him it still fake relations.

As Saiga’s walking around, trying to figure out what to do next, Mia appears, both of them seemed to relax after seeing each other, not only because they hadn’t enough time to talk, but also because both of them are searching for someone.

However, no one had a clue about what they should say, so it was all quiet for a while.

As always, Saiga interrupts the silence:

would you like to talk about something? Do you want to?Actually, since we first met we didn’t have the opportunity to talk and know more about each other, he keeps talking, I’m considering you as a friend or an Ally but I feel that you’re still a bit mysterious to me.

She laughs then says:

can you read people’s thoughts or something, I was really thinking that we need to do the same thing, especially since Nijime isn’t around right ?

His attention was aroused by the last sentence she said

Mia, is Nijime’s existence annoys you?“Sigh”, you really can read people’s thoughts Is this something you would like to talk about?I don’t know, it can be something you wouldn’t like to hear

Saiga and Mia went to a cafeteria, it seemed that they’ll need a lot of time talking.

I’ve been her friend since we were in primary school, Mia announced, She was always the most popular, just like now.

not much surprising, Saiga saysAnyway, I was always with her, watching her, I thought that we were best friends.You thought ?!When we were in primary school, I was putting myself and her at the same level, it was only for a short period of time, I quickly realised the difference between us, then I started to get away from her, she kept getting more popular, and we became no more than friends.

Again, the silence dominated the situation, Saiga didn’t seem like he’ll say something this time, but he did.

what do you think about me

“She clearly miss understood what he said”

I didn’t mean in a weird way, I mean... the fact that I’m here with you is all thanks to NijimeShe took a breath and said while smiling, it’s not about Nijime anymore, you’re my friend.Nice to talk to you today, Saiga says and takes his bag, I was confused about something but thanks to you, my confusion vanished.

He pays the bill and leaves quickly...

Saiga gets back to home, goes up the stairs to his room, lies over his bed, and starts thinking of where could Nijime be.

He knows now that talking can be the solution, now he wants to talk.

While he was thinking where she could be, an idea quickly came to his mind, instead of searching for her all the day, he has something able to make her come to wherever he is.

“ since she made me feel, she is responsible “...