Between Qing'er and Liuyue

Sitting at the desk and thinking of Qinger, I could not help but have some contradictions in my heart. My parents love Qinger very much and have treated her as their daughter-in-law for a long time. Even the silver for the daughter-in-law at the time of marriage was found from the bottom of the box and ready.

Qinger's parents are also very satisfied with me and love me as a son-in-law. The future mother-in-law will prepare my favorite food in advance as long as she listens to Qinger to take me to her house.

Although the two parents have not officially met yet, my parents have proposed that they plan to choose a date this fall to meet each other to confirm our marriage, engagement and wedding date. Now, summer is about to pass.

In other words, in the eyes of both parents, we are already a committed couple, waiting to go through the formalities to register for marriage.

Before I had the affair with Liu Yue, I never had any doubts about my relationship with Qinger. We have gone through a long four-year love period in college, from first love to passionate love, to the present stable state. Although there is less excitement and novelty at the beginning, the feelings are getting thicker and mellower. We have been longing for and looking forward to the beauty and sweetness of the two together in the future, I even think of whether to have children immediately after marriage or wait a few years to start a career first.

In Qinger's simple, infatuated and simple mind, I have been her only and all in this life, and her heart has all belonged to me, although we have not really combined. Qinger's favorite thing is to be coquettish and naughty in front of me. Let me take her on my back to walk by the river, take her hand to go hiking in the wild, take my arm to walk on the road at night... In her eyes, I am not only her future husband, the father of her future child, but also her spiritual support for survival, and her brother for safety and reliance.

This is a feeling as mellow as love.

However, since that night, since I had the affair with Liu Yue, since I first tasted it, since I tasted the wind and taste of a mature young woman, my mind has been disturbed, my brain has lost its balance, my consciousness has produced a strong seismic wave, and my mind is in disorder

"I don't know what this means, I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't know where such a day will take me, I only know that I can't help it, I can't help it, I can't help it, I am willing to indulge in it, I am happy to indulge in it, I am fascinated by everything that Liu Yue has, from body to soul, from charm to flavor, from sound to action, I am mesmerized by this young woman, and my soul seems to be taken away by her,", My spirit seems to be led by her. I am confused and do not know where to go. I only know that I am strongly and uncontrollably thinking of Liu Yue, like and deeply yearning for Liu Yue, and yearning for her all

Liu Yue's nobility, coldness, upbringing, temperament and elegance in the office place make me admire, admire, look up to, and proud

When Liu Yue was with me, I was fascinated, moved, yearned for, missed, and delighted by the tenderness, tenderness, maternal embrace, charm, and obedience of mature women

A woman that all men appreciate, yearn for, and desire is just that.

I sat at my desk, sometimes sunny, sometimes Liu Yue, and my mind was like a movie, constantly flashing, and my heart was full of contradictions and anxiety, as well as vague worries

However, as soon as I got back to Liu Yue's house after work, I threw everything out of my mind. I ate a big bowl of noodles, smoked three or five cigarettes, crossed my legs, and stood by the telephone, waiting for Liu Yue's call.

By 6:00 pm, I had just finished my noodles, and the phone didn't ring, but the BB machine was buzzing and shaking.

Who is calling me, Liu Yue or Qing Er? I felt the BB machine.

It is not Qinger who calls me, but Liu Yue.

"Feng, where are you? How is Nini? Reply to my BB number 126-2685066."

Liu Yue calls me Ah Feng. I feel very delicious and like it. Qinger has always called me Brother Feng. Women in the south call me different from women in the north. They all like Ah Liang, Ah Gou, Ah Mao. My name is Ah Feng. Interesting!

Liu Yue is equipped with a BB machine. This news makes me very happy. I can call her in the future.

I picked up the phone and paged Liu Yue, and asked the pager to release the following content: "Sister Yue, Nini's fever has gone down, and she will be discharged soon. Everything is fine. Don't forget, I'm in your dormitory now."

After answering the call, I turned on the music and turned off the headlights in the room. In the soothing music, under the dim yellow light, I lit a cigarette, and Qing'er exhaled a cloud of light smoke

After a while, the BB machine vibrated again, and Liu Yue called back. I grabbed the BB machine and looked at it. It was not Liu Yue, but Qinger: "Brother Feng, I worked overtime in the office. I have nothing to say hello to you. What are you doing? Call back at your convenience, 23 yin yin yin yin yin yin yin, qinger."

"I picked up the phone and called Qing'er, 'Qing'er, why don't you come back so late? What extra shift?'"

"It's good to have a pager. I can find you everywhere. Where are you?"

"I'm busy outside. Well, you're busy. Don't bother you..." I said.

"Well, you should have a rest... By the way, I got paid this afternoon, bought a Philips electric shaver, and sent it to you at the weekend to save you from being lazy and not shaving, and always pricking my face..." Qinger said to me.

"Hmm... OK... you are not afraid to be heard when you say this, faint..."

"Hee hee... I worked overtime in the office myself..." Qinger was very proud.

"Well, don't be wordy, I'm busy, hang up first!"

"Well... goodbye, Brother Feng!"

Just after I hung up the phone and put down the phone, the phone rang immediately. The answer was Liu Yue's: "Feng, the phone is so busy, hehe, I can't call my home phone..."

"Sister Yue'er, I just returned a pager..." I quickly explained and said, "Where are you? The office?"

"Where is it? Just after I finished my work, I haven't eaten in the public telephone hall on my way home... I'm starving... tell me about Nini today..."

So I told Liu Yue about today's situation in detail, except that Nini cried and met Song Mingzheng.

"That's good, that's good. Nini must be happy to see the doll, isn't she?" Liu Yue breathed a long breath over the phone.

"Yes, I'm so happy. I'm so happy to hold the doll and kiss it all the time..." I said to Liu Yue.

"Ha ha..." Liu Yue laughed happily and said, "Nini is so good and obedient..."

"Nini is a good child. I like it after reading it..."

"Really? Baby Feng, do you really like Nini?" Liu Yue asked me closely.

"Yes, I like it very much. What a lovely girl. It seems to be a copy of your childhood... That's one thing. She calls me Big Brother..."

Liu Yue smiled happily again: "OK, OK, I'm glad you like Nini... Nini is so funny. I call you Big Brother, haha... What a brother of Feng..."

I also laughed and was infected by Liu Yue.

"By the way, who did you meet in the hospital ward? Is Nini's father and mother in?" Liu Yue asked me again.

"No," I replied bluntly, "I only saw a little nanny beside Nini."

I don't want to mention Song Mingzheng and his little woman in front of Liu Yue. I think this little woman is a third party. I think Song Siming has abandoned his wife and has a new love. I don't want to stimulate Liu Yue.

"Oh..." Liu Yue pondered for a moment and changed the topic: "Feng, have you sent me the letter yet?"

"It was sent in the afternoon."

"Ha ha... OK, OK, I'll wait for your letter. I want to read your letter and see how it looks like a silly child's letter

In fact, many people now miss that era when communication was developed. Now no one can exchange feelings by writing letters. A mobile phone and a few simple words facilitate our communication, but alienate our hearts.

My heart was warm: "Moon, I always miss you. I want to take time to see you recently..."

"Baby, I can't do it now. I just came here and have a lot of things to do. I have to get familiar with and adapt to a lot of work. When I am settled down, you can see my sister again..." Yue'er comforted me gently and said: "Sister has a characteristic in doing things. Either she doesn't do it, or she must do it well. Although she is seconded here, I must rely on my ability to test my business to gain a firm foothold. I believe I have this ability..."

"Well... sister, I also believe in your ability. In fact, I admire your work ability." I said sincerely.

"I hope you too, work hard when you should work, have fun when you should play, and think with your body and mind when you should think about your sister... In a word, men should be enterprising and ambitious, and you are still young. I don't want you to indulge in childish love all the time. You should have your own direction of struggle, strive hard, and strive for ideal, career and love..." Liu Yue said gently, The tone is powerful: "I will send you seven words, and you must remember: work hard and play hard!"

Work hard and play hard! Liu Yue's seven words deeply touched me, firmly imprinted in my heart, became the guiding principle of my future work and study, and became a motto of my life. Many years later, when I achieved one success after another in my career, when I smiled and talked about the vassals with wine in the wind, and when I was elated with horseshoe disease, I still remembered Liu Yue's tone when he said these seven words from time to time, and my mind was still so clear.

"Sister, I know. I know what I should do. I will not let you down..." I said to Liu Yue seriously.

"Hmm... I know you will grow up to be a real man. Now, to be honest, although you are physically a man, a strong man, but psychologically, you are still a big boy, and there is still a long way to go. I hope you can grow up quickly. From inside to outside, you are a real mature man, a successful man in career and life..." Liu Yue said to me in an encouraging tone.

"Hmm... OK, sister, I will, I will..." I feel like Liu Yue's subordinate at the moment, listening to the leader's admonition.