Chapter 1: A new girl at my school.

2 months of school left. What can I do? Hello there, my name is Fuyuhiro Hogasa. I am a seventeen almost eighteen year old high schooler. At the age of four my parents died in an car accident, and when I turned five I got adopted into a new family. I used to have a twin brother, but he died in a brutal way when he was 8 years old. I never had any friends, and I couldn't socialize with people so easily. My grades are terrible because I stopped trying after my parents disowned me from the family. The reason for that is because of my psychopathic behavior. Now I am just thinking of giving up on life. Nobody will anyway care if I am gone. So, it will be okay if i just die. Everything will be okay.

So here I was, thinking about suicide again. Until the teacher said something.
Teacher: "Everybody pay attention! Today a new student will be joining us. Come in."
The new student is a girl. I was surprised with how she look like. Her eyes is red like a gem. Her hair is long and white, but tied up. Her body was perfect. I never felt anything like this. Is this the feeling of love? As she walks to the front of the class she starts to introduce herself.
New girl: "Hello everyone! My name is Ayaka Shogara, I am 17 years old, my birthday is at 05/06. And I also really like music."
Teacher: "Good Ayaka. You can go sit there next to Mark."
The spot next to me was the only free spot in the class. I felt nervous that time. When she sat next to me she asked for my name. 
Fuyuhiro: "My name is Fuyuhiro."
Ayaka: "Nice to meet you, Fuyuhiro."
I just stayed quiet after that. And then the teacher started the lesson. From then I stopped thinking about suicide, all I could think about, was her. How can I get her love when there is only two months of school left?
For the rest of the day nothing special happened. She made new friends, and I stayed alone. When I got home all I did was get in bed and relax. I took my pocket knife, cut myself, and then I treated myself. I did this almost every single day, so I am wrapped in bandages. During the night I couldn't sleep. I was the whole night awake thinking about something. "What is this keeping me awake? Is it Ayaka?" After a long time I finally fell asleep.

*The next day.* "Huh? The sun is shining?" I looked at the clock and wondered: "It's nine o'clock. Wait it's nine o'clock!?" I started to panic. "I can't be late for school." I quickly prepared myself and ran to school. I have never run like this in my entire life. When I reached my classroom, I bust the door open and shouted...
Fuyuhiro: "Sorry I'm late!"
Everybody stared at me. I have never spoken this loud. My teacher also looked at me in a weird way.
Teacher: "It's okay, just go and sit down."
It's like I'm a new student here. I sat down and Ayaka looked at me.
Ayaka: "Why is everybody staring at you like this?"
Fuyuhiro: It's because, I have never spoken this loud here!"
Ayaka: "Why are you actually this quiet?" 
I stayed quiet for a couple seconds thinking of an answer.
Fuyuhiro: "It is a secret."
Because of that sentence everybody wants to know more about me. But I still wanted Ayaka's attention, so I continued to ignore everyone, and I only paid attention to Ayaka.

If I want to go out with Ayaka then I should try to make her fall for me. How can I do that? I got no friends so I am completely on my own. I can try to make friends. But that will be hard since there is only two months of school left. I know now I can join a school club! But I want to be in the same club as Ayaka. By knowing what she likes, I can join the music club. Let's see the club options. *At home* I am going to search the options on my computer . *Turn on computer* Let's see, school website, clubs, music club. Here it is. Only 3 people is in the music club? So less? That is very helpful. Huh? The page is updating. 4 people in the music club. And the fourth member is Ayaka Shogara. This is perfect. Let's see the other students. Student list: 1) Miyuki Sano, 2) Ruby Hanagaki, 3) Gojo Kisuki, 4) Ayaka Shogara. 2 boys and 2 girls. I think I would fit. Starting from now I am going to be a part of the music club. *joining club.* And I am officially in. Let's see how this will go.

*To be continued...*