Under the cherry blossom tree

Everything changed when I saw her for the first time.She was under that cherry blossom tree.She had long brown hair and those blue ocean eyes.Her name is Suzuko.She was standing there and the wind was blowing her beautiful hair.I had no idea she would be my classmate.After classes have ended she just came to me...and returned my literature book I forgot.I felt shy when our hands touched.A girl just came to me,Yuichi the lonely wolf?Shinnosuke  was the only who came to me without a reason and the only friend I had.Later she...just came to me with no reason.She started coming towards to me and we became friends.In my class nobody would come to me.They would just make feel alone and an outsider.

But Shinnosuke and Suzuko...never made feel as an outsider.Suzuko really loves literature.Well she is not very good at maths.I remeber that during we were running at PE lesson while she was running she sprained her ankle.So I carried her on my back.Both of us felt embarrassed.Suzuko is very kind and smart.When I was sick at home,she came to visit me.I felt bad for turning her down about the beach party.I felt angry and I told her that I always rejected the others because I was afraid that they would always reject me.

She just hugged me.Tears started falling.She told me that she knew that feeling of loneliness and what it feels being an outsider.So both of us apologized.We went to Shinnosuke's home.We had a little party there instead.We played Super mario monopoly,we had karaoke and dance challenge.Well Suzuko looks like passed out because of alcohol.I carried her and took her home.She had lent me a key in case I may need something.I went to her house sometimes to study.

I lyed her on bed and covered her.I caressed her cheek and kissed her forehead.For a couple of days she didn't came at school.I was worried.She sounded both angry and sad when I asked her if she was ok.I decided to respect her.But she opened the door.I just wrapped her in my arms.I told her that she could let it all out.She started crying.She was scared because she was gonna see her brother after so many years.They were separated by their parents when they were kids.Not to mention her mum was sick.

I gave her courage and told her to take her time.The next day in the evening she told me she saw both her mum and brother.She felt better.When she smiles,I can't help but smile back.Not to mention she wanted me to taste her teriyaki chicken donburi.It really was delicious!I love how frank and brave she is.Sometimes I can feel she sees right through me.She always want to help the others who need help.She stands up for what it is right.I fell in love with her.I won't deny it.I am jealous when I see her with the other boys.

I want to be the one who will touch her gently,wipe her tears,hug her,kiss her,connect with her emotionally and later her body.I want to be the one who sees through her and touch her heart.I want her to make her happy.When I leave this world and I get reincarnated I want to meet and fall in love with her.

This is what my heart desires.I am not afraid to open my heart to her.So we had a pic nic yesterday under that cherry blossom tree.She also had a petal of a cherry blossom on her hair and I gently took the petal.She blushed.I love the way she smiles or when she blushes.I told my parents I would study in Kyoto and they agreed.So I decided to tell Suzuko my feelings.We went to the park under that big cherry blossom tree.When she heard that I was in love with her she smiled.

She was feeling the same.She told me she would study in Kyoto.I was suprised.But more important I was happy that we were going to be together.The air started blowing and the cherry blossom petals were falling.She is so cute and gorgeous.Maybe it was lovestruck or love at first sight.I easily get lost into her eyes.She told me that I am reflected into her eyes.Just like she is reflected into my eyes.I kissed her.Nothing makes me more happy being with her.