I'm not sure what kind of label you would put on this kind of relationship now. I don't think of us as dating, or boyfriend and girlfriend since we don't see each other often. But what if you already think of me that way, despite all the changes in our busy lives? What if it already goes without saying where we stand and I'm just overthinking? We're more than just friends at this point, right? We're like... two people who share mutual feelings of love for each other. But these strong feelings come with lots of fears as well. As much as I love you, I get scared. A lot.
What if this doesn't last?
What if this is just what you call "young love?"
What if you stop loving me?
What if I stop loving you?
What if we get tired of each other?
Oddly specific, but what will my Mom think of me when I try to introduce you to her and I say "don't hate me Mom, but I love this guy."
What will the future hold?
Do we have a future together?
Am I getting ahead of myself?
Our relationship may be in a strange place with a little bit of uncertainty on my end, but considering the time we've spent together, I think what we have is more than just a passing fancy.
Now here's another question: Do I believe in high school sweethearts?
Well, they're certainly not unheard of and I hope that's what you and I can become someday.
~ Dedicated to my senpai, or "sanpai" as I liked to call him back then.