Chapter 1:
I am the heroine
Hi, I am Stella, and just like a normal girl that you see everyday on the streets, my life was pretty normal as well until a breakup changed everything. After that I realized everything. Suddenly my life wasn't normal anymore. I got entangled with so many things. I didn't only realize my dreams but also I have seen things that are pretty "not so normal". I also met 7 people that changed my life. They were the start of everything. I never knew they would be an important part of my life. I am 20 years old now and it's 2025 now. When I was 15, I still remember what my friends once were gossiping about. Well, not really friends but more like classmates. At that time 7 guys became really popular for their music all over the world. I didn't really expect that I, out of all people will somehow be involved with them and experience all of these weird yet memorable memories.
From my childhood, I was pretty much of a crybaby. I was also really dumb in my childhood, didn't really had a personality (totally opposite of now though). In middle school , I was that one nerd who would do anything to get good grades. I was the top 1 student by studying really hard. My goal was to impress my parents then.
After that Corona came and I got to know about an app called mangatoon. There I started talking to a guy. I fell for him and we started dating but it didn't last. I won't dig deeper on it because this would be so long that you readers will get lost and think that it's the actual story when my story is more overwhelming and excitable than that... but this breakup was what initiated everything. It was the time when I realized that I had to do something in the world, I realized my hopes, dreams and wishes. Music was a big part of it. At first I thought it is the entire part of it but no, I was wrong. Music is just a little part of it. The depth of my wishes and aspirations were way more. Upto this was kind of like the prologue. Now, let's start the story after a brief pre story.
[Before 2019] "Are you sure you don't know this guy? Come on, he is so popular all over the world", said Freya. She was once my friend in the previous school I was in. Now, she reads in the same school as me though. "Oh...he looks soo cute", said I, awestruck. Freya showed me a few couple more pictures of idol 'J'. This guy for some reason felt really familiar. I wasn't particularly into K-pop or anything. As I already said I didn't have a personality
[16 years old]
"So you are breaking up with me for the second time now?" I confronted him with tears rolling down my eyes into the mobile screen. "I am sorry. It's the end this time", said Ryan. Though it was basically an online relationship, it was my second relationship which was indeed very deep . I was crazy for him. The first time we broke up was mostly very painful for me. He is resting in peace now. I don't have complaints against him. He was a good guy. We were probably karmic soulmates, the ones who will come to your life and teach you something incredibly great without even meaning to teach you that and they will break you and shake you up in such a way that you will realize you, the dreamless you will realize self worth and a lot more things about yourself. Your life will basically enhance but the thing about karmic soulmates is that they won't last in your life. They would just come here to teach you lessons. Just like they are your karmic soulmate, you are there karmic soulmate as well.
After the breakup, I realized some bigger and greater dreams of mine. I had a great passion for music. Now suddenly the passionless and nerd Stella has a dream. She wants to be the most famous singer of the world!!!!! From now on I am going to write this story in third person.
From then on...Stella tried her best to go towards her dreams. She was particularly inclined to nature and how peaceful it is. Her classmates at school (the new school) thought of her as the class clown as she used to always keep the class lively by according to them, asking the teacher 'absurd' questions. Well, maybe a part of her just wanted everyone to be happy as she was a crybaby at her childhood. When Stella came to the new school for the first time on 2020, she didn't think she would make friends. But there were a couple of friends like Siri who were 'K-Pop' fans when she first entered the foot of the school. They basically bonded over this, even though she wasn't particularly a fan of it. Siri used to listen to her blabberings related to Ryan till the day they broke up.
One thing Stella kinda found as her interest was 'spirituality'. It felt very magical to her. A girl who was lonely and mostly laughed at, for her whole life for one reason or another found peace inside it. "Tarots" or "future reading card" gave her hope. She knew better people are coming in her life. One part of her believed in them firmly and other thought that she is being delusional. Stella is an introvert but she kinda forced herself to socialize at school which made her bubbly, childish, rude and awkward all at the same time. To some people she is cute though. She enjoyed the moon, the stars and a cup of ramen noodles while watching youtube tarot readings about her future husband. She was interested in what kind of man it is. Lively, rich. muscular, blonde and handsome guy, that's what tarots said and as Stella by the time she was almost 17 believed in herself and had a personality and a dream that she believed in, she thought "Uhhhhh I am already in love with this guy . Who u reveal yourself!!!"She sometimes used to also look at actors in google to see if anyone matched the description . Yes, that was how much faith she had in tarots.
[Still 16 years old she is]
"Wow what is this video about?", Stella founds a video on youtube that claims to show her future husband's glimpse through a hypnosis. She was never more excited before. " Ettooooo... let's see what this is all about". She off her room light, closed her door, took a deep breath and put her earphones on. It felt calm and serene. She could feel purple lights in the midst of the darkness. Suddenly everything became bright. She felt like she went on a beautiful garden. She was wearing a white dress in the middle of the garden when she heard an unfamiliar voice that felt so familiar..." Stella..." In the garden, she looked behind. She knew that it was just a hypnosis but it felt calm and peaceful. The guy took her hand and told her that she is right to think that he is her future. Stella hastily ask him his name. "What is your name?"...
The guy became a bit clearer. A handsome surreal looking person with a bit of brownish hair but his face was never obvious or clear. With gentle voice he replied "I am Can... uh, I am Randy". Stella woke up thinking what just happened. She believed that this isn't just her imagination and this guy probably exist for real as she believed in these kind of stuffs so much. She tried to search up instagram profiles with that name but couldn't find anything super significant. She again focused on her goals and life.
[18 years of age]
Stella now relies less on tarots. She believes that tarot just shows you what you already know and we should never rely on mere cards to make life decisions for us. She is still very spiritual, dreamy and goal minded. She also has a wishlist that she made which includes simple wishes like "getting rid of anxiety" to moderate big wishes like "winning the Grammy's for singing" to extremely impossible and laughable to others wishes like " travelling the parallel world", "building a time machine" . This girl by this time planned out her entire life from the start to the end . She didn't know how to make the latter happen but she hoped that she would figure it out along the way. By this time... when she started focusing on it, her dreams...something incredible happened when she was least expecting it. With whom? With none other than the idol 'J' who has been quite popular in the world these days. It all started like this,
[February 2023]
"Uhhh what is this? Mrs. J reading? TAROT READING WHAT? This is quite fun " Stella clicked on a prediction reading that predicted Mr. J or Jake Miller's future wife. "Ok, I know Jake sings well but these girls hahahahaha" She started watching these for fun. Suddenly a reading came which told something very weird that hit her . "Mrs.J and Mr.J had a past life together. She was the princess . He was the knight. Mr. Tom was the king of another nation then. But, Mr.J was a warrior but both of them loved each other so much. But Mrs.J was married to Mr.Tom. Mr.Tom also loved her. In a battlefield, Mrs.J died trying to save Mr. J . Later both of them died." Something suddenly struck Stella. Immediately for some reasons tears ran down her eyes. She remembered the past life regression she did a year ago. She thought she was imagining it at that time. But after she had awoke from the past life regression she didn't even know why she was crying. It was surreal. She had seen that she was wearing a golden and purple gown and she was the princess of some kingdom. She also seen someone that looked like wearing a red warrior cloak. The guy was probably a warrior. Later, one of them died. She doesn't remember clearly but it felt like it was a battlefield. While watching the video and recalling that past life regression that she had previously, she said to herself "Come on, Stella. Have you gone crazy? This is just your imagination and has nothing to with this video. Yeah you do believe in past lives and even if it is real doesn't mean you have something to do with the Mr.J, Mr.Tom and the boy band they are in, whose name is 'Blooms'. Seriously Stella being spiritual is one thing but loosing your mind like this is another thing. Who do you think you are? No, this video is probably made for fun!". No matter how much she told herself something was not quite settling within her. She felt weird feelings inside her. She kept thinking of her as the girl the youtube predictor was referring to. She started thinking about Jake so much. She got obsessed with this kind of readings. About a month passed like this. Suddenly she started thinking about the color white so much. The next instance another video popped up in her youtube. The video went like this:- "I am getting a different energy these days. I feel like Mrs. J is really aware of this connection now. Mrs.J wants a prove. I feel like I need to channel this energy and I know that there is 0.000001% chance that Jake, you will come across this video but if you do then I want to tell you that Mrs.J wants you to wear something white the next time you do a LIVE. " Stella stared at that video for a while. It felt creepy to her but her heart was having weird emotions. She kept confronting herself not understanding what is happening to her. At last she spoke to herself, "JAKE MILLERS, YOU ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY. OK LET'S SEE. If I have a connection with you then you are gonna come to LIVE today yes today. I don't care if you haven't come LIVE for months. If you don't come then I will just think that it was just my imagination and you and me doesn't have a connection. " I know it's funny and weird to others but even though she knew this was probably her imagination and she was being delusional but there was 0.000000000001% chance that it was real. She went to sleep.
Stella, the next morning woke up and almost forgetting what happened the previous day. Suddenly instagram notifications popped up. Fans talking about how Jake Millers came out LIVE out of absolutely nowhere!!!
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