My Last Night

Silence

Darkness

Lights off so that I can’t see

Violence

Coldness

War going on inside me

Disquiet force

An ongoing defeat

Limbs like boars

Struggle in the sheets

My hands graze my face

A silhouette forms

Aware of my shape

My mind becomes torn

I wish I could go back

Before it was too late

But those days too were black

Simply lying in wait

There is nowhere to go

There is no way to see

I am but a monster

As I always will be

Clenching my red eyes

In this puddle of despair

Wishing that I’d die

And that all would be repaired

Dark

Ness

Nothing

Less

Nothing

More

I’m so

Sore

Goodbye