Chapter 1:
Accidental death of the most broken one
Today I feel something is wrong and I am worried.
I don't mind for being self destructive.
I deserve it.
If being self destructive brings me closer to death I don't mind
this means I can put an end to my existence which
has no meaning.
It scares me the fact that I suddenly lose my interest in things I love.
Explain to me
why do I feel alive in dreams rather than in my waking life?
That's ok if I die young.
It may sound selfish but I wish to be reincarnated in a life I choose,with the people I choose.
I said to myself "I am going to take after the people I choose even if they are in my fantasy"
Those people make me feel alive and if death is the only way to be with them,then I am not afraid to die.
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