Zero my beloved

When Zero died 

I lost everything.

I was always afraid that the day will come.Unlike me Zero had limited life span.The idea of losing him always scared me.I don't want to be immortal.I can't and I don't want to live anymore.My life has no meaning without Zero.

So I made my decision.

I talked to both Ai and Ren.

"Ai,Ren I am going to wake up Kaname by giving my heart to him."

"But mum...this means..."

"Yes Ai,I will die."

"Mum..."

"Ren..."

"I feel blessed.I loved Kaname but not with the same way I love Zero.So I want to thank you both.Ai,Ren I want you and Kaname to be happy."

"Mum,I will help Ai.Your dream you share with dad and Kaien.We won't let it die."

"Ren is right.Both of us we will do everything to make a world where both vampires and humans can exist."

"I know.Both Zero and I are proud of you.If you may feel a strange persence,then it is me and Zero.Remember,I love you both."

I hugged both Ai and Ren.We were crying.I know it was a difficult decision.I looked up to the sky.

"Zero...I am coming my beloved."

I went to the place where Kanamme was sleeping.I stabbed myself and took my heart out of my body.I gave to Kaname my heart.I fell to the ground.I heard Ai and Ren calling my name.I touched their cheeks.The image of our family came to my mind.It was Zero,our girls Ai and Ren,my father Kaien,my parents Haruka and Juri and Kaname.

"You are my whole life,Zero."

I finally answered to Zero's question.What he was to me.He is my whole life.Zero is my everything.I can't live without Zero.

"Zero..."

Those were my final words and I closed my eyes.When I opened my eyes I was in a field with a red lilies.I walked through the path.Until I found him!

"Zero!"

He looked at me.I rushed to Zero and hugged him tight.

"Yuki..."

We were now in a field.In that field there was also a giant cherry blossom tree.

"Why you did that?"

"Because I can't live without you,Zero.When I lost you,I felt I lost everything."

"You know what this means...We are going to be together forever."

"Yes.I know."

"Yuki..."

"Zero,why you didn't pass on?"

"I wanted to keep an eye on you.I want now to spend eternity with you.You are my forever."

He caressed my cheek.

"I love you,Yuki."

"I love you Zero."

We kissed and we holded our hands.We are now together forever.

If we reincarnate and fall in love again...I would love to meet and fall in love again with Zero.