The one waiting for me

I was so lost.Then I remembered someone who told me "when you feel ready,come and find me".

I started a story which I said I would never start.I was between two guys.The popular one,Kai and the loner,Joshua.

When I was with Josh ,when he held me close it was so warm and safe.I never felt like this before.

But I chose Kai  because I thought it was better for Josh to be with someone else.

I regreted it.I did receive love from Kai.I did cared and loved him.I felt grateful.But a part of my heart belonged to Josh.

Even though we were enemies,he was on my mind.I could see him when I closed my eyes.He was in my heart.

Then we became allies to stop the plans of Kai.Both of us realized our feelings.Still there was that feeling which didn't let us be happy.

I waited for Joshua.I wished he was the one who was waiting for me.

Kai then decided to sacrifice himself and fell into a deep slumber,in order to protect the humanity and me.His last wish was that he wanted both Josh and me to be together.

Josh and I realized how stupid we were.Josh gave me time to heal my wounds and helped me to raise my daughter.

After Kai was in deep slumber I was pregnant to my daughter Claire.Josh and I decided to live together.We started from the beginning.

We got married with Joshua.The thought that one day he would die always haunted my thoughts.We didn't realise time was passing so quickly because we were living moments of joy.

Then our daughter,Alexandra was born.Both girls grew up.A lot of years has passed.Josh died and once again my heart broke.Then I died.

Kai woke up from his slumber.He is taking care of the girls.I wanted my girls and Kai to be happy.

When I died I was in a strange place.I remembered I had met Josh before,in an other life.Joshua was the one who was waiting for me.Joshua was the one who told me those words.

I finally found him.I apologized to him for making him wait.I couldn't wait any longer.

He told me that he wants me right now without any buts or ifs.He told me we can make new memories.

I don't feel sad when our story ended.Instead I feel happy and in peace.I could finally be with my soulmate once again.I feel happy because I can be with him and we won't ever be apart.

We can live a new life.On the other hand,we will meet in an other life because both of our hearts desire to be together.

Yes,I want to be forever with my beloved.