I Won't Kill Myself for the Second Time

Synopsis 1

Armed with an unreliable power that tries to predict the consequences of his actions, living in a world where everyone seems to care only about themselves, Victor does his best to convince his younger sister that tentacle girls are their friends... even if they can spit acid and produce a lot of clicking noises.

Synopsis 2

George Ruslan never had an easy life and when he was finally given a chance to start anew, in a new body, it didn't change much.

Of course, that was only true if we ignored a new supernatural aspect of the world, sadistic twin sister, dysfunctional family, cursed dolls, body hijacking red fog, 28th Demon of Reflection Votroadan, cheeky younger sister, placing his life at stake in bizarre challenges, silver-haired young girl forcing him to do her bidding and other exciting things he suddenly had to face.

How was he to deal with all that when he couldn't even decide on the best way to reform his own rotten soul?

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Chapter 1: Fake painting
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Chapter 2: Vending machine
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Chapter 3: Peace talks
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Chapter 4: Mistakes were made
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Chapter 5: Triple the disaster
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Chapter 6: External factor
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Chapter 7: Scarlet mark 28
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Chapter 8: You need a collar
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Chapter 9: I recommend Salieri
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Chapter 10: Curse's in the air
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Chapter 11: Forgotten bribe
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Chapter 12: Fraudzillas
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Chapter 13: Scheming and shaming
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Chapter 14: There's always an old warehouse involved
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Chapter 15: Dead girlfriend got better
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Chapter 16: Vecuronium bromide?
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Chapter 17: Retro soul
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Chapter 18: Almost like family
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Chapter 19: Playing human
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Chapter 20: Group Therapy
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Chapter 21: Death sentence in my book
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Chapter 22: The rhino and the skeleton
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Chapter 23: Annoying reflection
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Chapter 24: Grave relaxation
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Chapter 25: Cuteness incarnation
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Chapter 26: DOLL
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Chapter 27: Unique charm
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Chapter 28: The watchtower
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Chapter 29: Three-steps plan
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Chapter 30: I'm a cowardly person
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Chapter 31: The mansion
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Chapter 32: Too easy
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Chapter 33: How to flatte_ your sister
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Chapter 34: Careful steps
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Chapter 35: Quick steps
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Chapter 36: Item shop
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Chapter 37: Simple breakfast
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Chapter 38: The more you have...
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Chapter 39: ... the more you want to protect...
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Chapter 40: ... the more you're shocked...
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Chapter 41: ... by the toothbrush.
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Chapter 42: The apprentice
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Chapter 43: Faraway scream
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Chapter 44: Vertical journey
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Chapter 45: Swampy journey
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Chapter 46: Haunted house
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Chapter 47: The breakthrough
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Chapter 48: Unforgettable experience
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Chapter 49: Entwine - first step
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Chapter 50: Entwine - second step
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Chapter 51: Entwine - third step
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Chapter 52: Entwine - reversal
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Chapter 53: Entwine - shoes of ice
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Chapter 54: Living in my little sister's body - 1 - 'kyuu' is a problem
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Chapter 55: LIMLSB - 2 - temptation is a problem
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Chapter 56: LIMLSB - 3 - dressing up is fun
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Chapter 57: Conference room - Violet
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Chapter 58: Conference room - Vincent 1
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Chapter 59: Conference room - Vincent 2
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Chapter 60: Conference room - intermission
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Chapter 61: Conference room - Victor 1
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Chapter 62: Conference room - Vi(c/k)tor(-/ia) (2/-)
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Chapter 63: Conference room - end - revival
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Chapter 64: Simple evening
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Chapter 65: Forced insomnia
Author
GenreNSFWDramaSeinenSlice of LifeSupernatural
UpdatedMay 19, 2018
Chapters65
Writing StatusOngoing
Word Count156,049
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