Chapter 7:
The Star I Want to Reach
Mateo found that sleep provided little relief from the constant physical strain of his waking life, but as the dream took hold tonight, the fatigue vanished. Instead of being backstage or on a jetty, he was seated at a cool little table composed of polished, smooth chrome. Seraphina was standing across from him, gently clinking the ice as she stirred a beverage in a tall glass.
The area surrounding them was a confusing, yet oddly harmonious, amalgam. The elaborate blue-and-white designs of Portuguese azulejo tiles, which featured stylized caravels navigating ceramic seas, illuminated one wall. On the other wall, however, was sleek, dark glass reflecting a neon cityscape that was shimmering and vaguely familiar—certainly not his seaside town. Rows of flawless, golden pastéis de nata sat under spotlights behind a counter that wouldn't look out of place in a hip coffee shop in Los Angeles. They looked delicious and strangely out of place. The air was filled with the almost imperceptible pulse of ambient, soft electronic music.
"This location..." With a slight frown of concentration, Seraphina looked around and murmured. "It seems like someone put our hometowns on a cosmic smoothie maker and hit "blend."
Mateo forced a small smile. "It feels like it's both loud and quiet." He pointed at the pastries. "At least the food appears to be correct. For the most part.
With genuine curiosity, she inquired, "Are they good?" "They resemble those upscale egg tarts from that Beverly Hills location, but they're not as pretentious."
Mateo merely stated, "They're better." "Anyway, when my grandmother made them. Eggs, sugar, and flaky pastry. Easy. Actual. A familiar ache settled in his chest as he stopped. On most days, real seemed so far away.
Seraphina noticed the change in his voice. "You long for home? Even when you're... present?
He paused. Admitting weakness in this place that had become his only haven felt odd, almost taboo. But honesty was encouraged by her unguarded, direct gaze. He traced a pattern on the cool tabletop and confessed, "Sometimes." "I feel like I'm stuck there most of the time. As if I were standing waist-deep in cement that was hardening. You know, I had these plans. Making something... real at art school. Once more, he stumbled over the word. However, life is expensive. My family depends on my practicality. As a result, I scrub barnacles and serve tourists poor coffee, and the cement rises a little each day. He felt vulnerable as he gazed up at her. "Failing is not my greatest fear. I'm forgetting I ever wanted to give it a shot. ending up wondering where their lives went and smelling like fish and resentment, like some of the elderly men on the docks.
Seraphina listened carefully, her customary reserve in public entirely gone. His silent confession seemed to be the only thing left in the air as the background music faded. She made no concessions or simple promises.
Rather, she said quietly, "I understand what it's like to feel stuck."
Mateo gave her a startled look. Her life—wealth, travel, and adoration—was the epitome of freedom in his eyes.
They were alone in their dream café, but she leaned forward a little and lowered her voice as though she were sharing a secret. I am aware that it appears shiny from the outside. However, it's a trap of its own. There is a schedule for each hour. Every ensemble is accepted. Janice and the PR team filter everything I say in public. She made an ambiguous gesture. The Seraphina brand was constructed, and now I have to live inside it. There are moments when I feel like a ghost running a very costly machine.
She sipped her beverage. With her voice hardly audible above a whisper, she went on, "My biggest fear is that underneath all the … sparkle, I'll forget who I actually am." that the brand is all that remains. Or that nobody will ever see her, even if there is. All they see is the picture. If someone only sees your reflection, how can you establish a genuine connection with them?
Something changed in Mateo when he heard her describe her own kind of entrapment, which was so different yet so similar to his own emotions. He saw the shared vulnerability beneath the fame and the impossibility of distance. Poverty and fame are two distinct cages that have the same oppressive sensation.
But here," Mateo said softly, looking her in the eyes. It feels a little different. Like it's just the two of us.
Slowly, with a look of deep relief on her face, Seraphina nodded. Indeed. That's right. It's the only location where I don't feel like I'm on stage. She forced a tiny, sincere smile. "Even though the interior design is completely schizophrenic."
Mateo startled himself by laughing, this time with genuine laughter. "Perhaps we ought to start a chain? "Cosmic Smoothie Cafés: A Bridge Between Your Realities"?
Seraphina let out a light, burden-free giggle. "Tagline: Stay for the unexpectedly delicious pastries, and come for the confusion."
In the midst of their common fears, they shared the moment of absurdity, a brittle bubble of humor. Seraphina's expression then changed back to one of thoughtfulness. "Are you ever afraid? Of this? She made an ambiguous gesture that covered their shared dreamscape. "That it's... not genuine? Or that it will shatter if you discover what it is?
"Every day," Mateo candidly acknowledged. He sketched portraits and cleaned floors, but the fear was always there, whispering doubts. "But the alternative—just returning to the previous state of affairs—feels worse now."
For a comfortable moment, they sat in silence while the phantom pastries shone in their spotlights and strange ambient music pulsed softly. Nothing had been resolved by the confessions, and the harsh realities that awaited them upon awakening had not been altered. However, they had strengthened their bond by bearing the burden together and recognizing their fears without passing judgment. Here, the struggling Portuguese artist and the lonely American superstar could just be Mateo and Seraphina, finding comfort in the shocking realization that, in spite of everything, they weren't completely alone in their respective cages. This dream café, this impossible fusion of their separate worlds, had turned into a haven.
Mateo experienced a twinge of loss as the dream's edges softened, the neon cityscape becoming less distinct and the azulejo tiles fading, but he also felt a fresh sense of purpose. The link was now more than a curiosity; it was a lifeline. The phantom scent of dream pastries was replaced by the smell of salt and his mother's morning coffee when he woke up, tangled in his thin blanket, but the sense of mutual understanding persisted and a quiet strength settled inside of him. He felt for the first time that he wasn't going it alone, even though he still had a mountain to climb.
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