Chapter 8:

I've got confessed!!! But This Is Wrong (Part 1)

If You Really Love Me, Then You Should Love Yourself First!


“WHAT!!!”

I shouted that to Kai, because of his request of an ‘honest suggestion’ from me.

“Geez, keep it down you know.”

Alright, this is too much, but let me explain it from the beginning.


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After school. It was supposed to be my relaxing time. Because when I’ve got home, I can get relaxed. Maybe playing some game on PC, or enjoying TV show, and now, I’ve got Touka too, so there were countless possibilities to do in my own space now.

But to be honest, I also want to help Kai as well. He is been madly love with Nina, our classmate since she was introduced herself when we started our high school. Well, I can’t argue with that. ‘On first sight love’ is a real thing. Maybe he wants to ask me something because he know that I confessed to Rina 4 days ago.

*School bell rings*

“Alright class, don’t forget to finished your homework, and I swear, don’t make yourself a dumb-dumb because you forgot to finished it and make a thousand reason to make a sense of it.” Said the teacher while she opened the class door and exit the class.

“Alright, I’m gonna get home first because of the job. I’ll see you tomorrow at the class.” Said Kai to us while winking at me.

I know that sign very clear.

Rina answer that while she still writing the lesson from the blackboard before it was erased, “Alright, see you tomorrow.”

“See you tomorrow, Kai-san.” I waving my hand at Kai.

“Yeah.” Kai waving his right hand while walking out.

I, Rina and Touka is still in the class. But we prepared to back home.

“Alright. I finished. Let’s go home.”

“Yeah.” “Yeah.”

Me and Touka stand up almost in sync together. “Let’s go.”

Rina stands up, brush her skirt, “Alright, let’s go.”

When we’re in the hallway, Rina asks me, “Can I go to your apartment? I want to tell something.”

Wow, it’s strangely unusual, but I welcomed her.

“Sure, you can come Rin-san.”

“Alright I’ll see you after I change my clothes.”

“Wait, you guys can go first. I almost forgot something with teach.”

“OK, go fast. Because I want to tell something important.”

“You can go ahead, Onii-chan. We’re waiting.”

“OK. See you at my apart.”

I run to the meeting spot. I hope Kai is not waiting for too long.

I run as fast as I could, but keeping my stamina at the safe spot. So, I’m not running out of breath when I talk to Kai.

And there he is, sitting in the bench in the school park, below the big tree.

I approach him with a normal step.

“There you are. Why you take so long? Walked Rina back home first?” said Kai with his smug face.

“You know if I walked her home first, then we’re not meet in here right now.”

“As always you are stiff. But that stiffness is what Rina liked from you.”

“Alright get to the point, you want an advice from me, like usual.”

“Yeah, I mean, it’s kinda hard you know. I want to confessed to her. But you know as her brother, I don’t want to make our relationship is changed as well.”

“Yeah, I mean I get it….”

Wait. Something doesn’t add up.

“Wait, ‘her brother’?”

“Look, I admit, I realize it late. Too late even, that I liked Touka since we’ve started high school. But I promise, my love to her is honest.”

“WHAT!!!” I shouted to Kai because of that.

“Geez, keep it down you know. Don’t scream at me like that. Geez, it’s like you repeat yourself when I talked about it for the first time.”

IT IS FIRST TIME FOR ME!!!

Oh, Shiro need to explain this, ASAP.


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As Onii-chan run to the school park, me and Rin-san go to our apartment building go to Rin-san apartment room, get changed and go to our apartment

That was fast changing. I need to ask her how to do it.

I let Rin-san relaxed to the sofa first and I go to my room to get changed.

When I came back Rin-san already bring out some snack and drink in the table.

“It’s like usual, Rin-san.”

“Uh, like what?”

I pointed the table with one big potato chips bag and two drinks in there.

“Ah, I mean, I want to relax first before I was talk something heavy.”

I curious. What Rin-san want to talked about.

I sit in the sofa beside Rin-san, and pick one chip from the opened bag.

“What do you want to talk about Rin-san?”, I ask while munching the snack.

“It’s better when you two back. It’s complicated.

“Fair.”

As we watch the TV show, I shocked to Kai-san’s topic to Onii-chan.

“WHAT!!!” I shouted at the same time as Onii-chan scream at Kai-san.

“HAH! You’ve scared me to death, Touka-chan. What’s wrong?”

I looked at Rin-san. My ‘Scared and confused’ expression is reflecting to her, I’m sure.

“Wait, are you okay? You look,….”

“RIN-SAN!!!” I grabbed her hand, because I was a little bit scared.

“Wait, Touka-chan, you scared me now. What’s wrong, really?”

She paused, waiting for my answer. But she asks again, “Wait, what happened to Sou-chan!? Is he OK?”

I don’t want Rin-san is panicked too, I cut her, “Onii-chan we’re fine. He’s with Kai-san right now at the school park.”

“But, your expression. Tell me. What’s bothering you. Did Kai borrow Sou-chan money again? Oh, I swear to god if he-“

“No, Kai-san is not borrowing Onii-chan’s money. But…..”

“But?”

I want to ask Rin-san about Kai-san first love. Because Rin-san also know that Kai-san first love is Nin-chan.

Please, I hope Rin-san is not affected too. I hope Rin-san is not affected too…..

“Rin-san, did you know who Kai-san first love?”

My heart is thumping, I hope Rin-san answer is not changed.

“Of course, is Nin-chan.”

I smiled at that answer.

Thank god, Rin-san is not affected.

“Now you’ve mentioned it, you called Nin-chan with -chan, but you called me with -san. I mean you still 4 days old to me. But at least you can call me Rin-chan so we become closer—Whoa!”

I hug Rin-san hard.

“Thank god you still same as the usual.”

“Huh, wait. What happened, really?”

I let go of the hug and start explain what Onii-chan and Kai-san is talking about in the school park, and immediately Rin-san is confused as well.

“Hah! Kai-chan say that to Sou-chan!?”

“Yeah, he said that. You can ask Onii-chan if you’re not convinced. We’re the same person after all.”

“No, I trust you. But…. He…. She….”

Rin-san drink her soda to calm herself.

“Oh, Shiro need to explain this situation, immediately!” Said Rin-san, pissed.

I laughed a little because of Rin-san.

“Why are you laughing. What’s funny about it?”

“No, it just. Oh, Onii-chan and Rin-san is indeed a couple.”

Rin-san face becomes red when I said that.

“Wha…..whhh….wha…..why did you said that?”

“That’s Onii-chan first thought when Kai-san saying that to Onii-chan.”

Rin-san face is getting more red after I said that to her.

So that’s how much Rin-san love Onii-chan. Good for you, Onii-chan.


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Yeah, I’m happy too. But how about yourself? This is Kai, you know. How about Nina as well?

I mean, we’re gonna talk about it with Shiro. Of course, after Onii-chan came back and hear Rin-san first.

Oh, yeah. Right.

I look at my watch, and pretend to be in hurry.

“Oh shoot. Look, I’ve got to go. I’ll DM’ed you about it later, OK. See you tomorrow.” I run towards the front gate without looking at Kai.

I slowed my pace when I were little far from school.

Alright. I almost home. Tell Rina I’m coming.

OK!!!

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“Rin-san, Onii-chan almost home.”

“Okay, thanks for the info, Touka-chan.”

I watched the TV with Rin-san while waiting Onii-chan back home.

I hope, our relationship is okay after this.

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