Downfall.

“Can you stop clicking the keyboard so much? you are doing it for four hours already” Minato said, he was playing monopoly with Kimori, Eda was the “bank”.

“But this is awesome!” Nakata was very focused in his game “this body’s fingers are much faster than my regular ones, look how good I became in this rhythm game!”

“Minato is right” said Kimori “join us instead of making so much noise.”

“You can’t take my job as a bank” Eda said sharply.

“Fine” Nakata exited his game “if I join maybe Aku and Yui can join too?”

“Yui went somewhere in the morning but I’m not sure where” said Minato.

“I think Aku and Nana are in the mall eating something together” said Eda.

“So I will join you by myself then” sighed Nakata.

Yui took a big breath, he stood near the door of a short big pretty house, he woke up earlier than other days in order to catch the train to there.

A lot of thought went quickly in his head, should he return? should he enter? after a long time he decided what to do.

He clicked the button on the side of the door, he can’t go back now.

The door opened, a young woman in a pajama stood there, her eyes were deep blue and her long straight hair shined under the sun.

“Yui?” she asked.

“I’m back” he smiled “I don’t know how long I will stay, I’m still thinking about it.”

“Mom! dad!” the young woman said loudly “Yui came back!”

In a second came two people, one was a woman with dark grey eyes and dirty blond short hair, the other one was a man with light blue eyes and black hair.

“Come in” said Yui’s mother.

“You don’t know how much we missed you” said Yui’s dad.

Yui and his family entered their house, he saw a little baby he didn’t knew crawling on the floor trying to stand.

“Who is this?” Yui asked.

“This is Yuna, our little sister” said Yui’s big sister.

“We took the yu from Yui and the na from Hibana” said Yui’s mom.

“She turned a year old a few months ago” said Hibana.

Yui sat on the couch in the living room, this couch felt much more comfortable than the old ripped couch in his house.

“I’m glad you did the murder” his father sat near him.

“Excuse me?” Yui was a little surprised to hear that.

“I didn’t tell you yet” Yui’s father said “the males of the Takashima bloodline are always becoming murderers. I guess it’s in our nature.” he raised his shoulders.

“Someone told me to do so” Yui looked down “he said it will give me the best feeling in existence.”

“So it’s was not natural?” Yui’s dad looked a bit disappointed “well, you listened to him so I guess it’s something too.”

Yuna crawled to Yui and Yui’s dad position.

“Who is our little cute girl?” Yui’s dad picked her up “you are our cute little girl!”

“Can she sit on me?” asked Yui.

“Of course!” Yui’s dad put her on Yui’s lap.

“Hello little one” Yui never held a baby before “do you need a babysitter for her? I can bring someone.”

“We sometimes do, who is it?” asked Yui’s dad.

“Actually, she is my girlfriend” Yui said awkwardly, he blushed a lot.

Yui’s dad pet his head and laughed “look at that! I remember you crawling on the floor and eating ten applesauces a day, look at you now, our little Yui is a grown man.”

“Did you celebrate my birthday without me?” Yui asked, he looked down at his sister.

“We did” Yui’s dad stopped smiling “why?”

“I forgot my own birthdate” Yui’s face was flat “my friends celebrated it yesterday, I feel like I’m losing my family to my friends, I think of returning here.”

“You are always welcome” his dad replied.

“I was scared to show you my face again up until now” said Yui “I thought you would not take me back.”

“Where are you going with this?” Yui’s dad asked, he knew Yui is about to say something big.

“I want to abandon everything I built” Yui said “I thought about it and got to a conclusion, my friends are making me soft, if I become too soft I will fail my test, I will not be powerful. I want to return to my past life, I want to live here and go to school again.”

“A test, what are you talking about?” Yui’s dad asked.

“It’s not my point” Yui said quietly “if I want to be perfect I need to grow stronger, friendship is too distracting. I did wrong choices in life and I can see it now”

“You are talking nonsense” Yui’s dad laughed a little.

“I’m making perfect sense to myself” Yui lied, he himself didn’t understand what he just said, he wanted to find an excuse to become perfect, his deepest desire disappeared for a few days but didn't completely disappear. He didn’t know why but he just wanted to focus on himself more than he focused on his partners.

“Can I stay here?”

“Of course you can” Yui’s father stood up and smiled “I’m going to tell honey, keep an eye on Yuna in the meantime.”

After his father went away, Yui stayed with his thoughts.

Aku said she will make sure I will not fall but what if there is a gold mine under the abyss:

Nakata lost his body and the main reason is me, me me and only me.

Eda didn't want to be around me for sure, he was always weird, he didn’t like to collaborate with other people, he liked it this way better, I told him to do the change he can’t.

Kimori is a best friend with a goddess, I don’t have a best friend, he knows something about friendship I don’t for sure.

Minato is acting nice but he probably just gave up on himself, he will do everything for everyone at this rate.

I’m ruining everyone lifes, I’m useless, a boy that is useless for himself but harmful for everyone else.

My brain is so messy, my head is so dizzy. What is wrong with me?

I reached my limit, I can’t hold the little branch I somehow held right until now.

Aku is too late, I didn’t notice it yet but it happened, yes something happened for sure.

This is it, I fell.