HANASANAIDE KUDASAI/DON'T TALK

SAKURA

I....
I...what am I seeing?
Her life is playing before my eyes,a child that was beaten nearly to death.

A thief that was born from lacking a simple chance to be more.

A young woman that felt an instant sensation of love on sight for a man I have never heard of in history.
The illegitimate son of Oda Nobunaga.

That very man that had not died at all but manipulated the birth of the shogunate purely to punish those that would not follow his life,cause and actions following his eventual death.
He even used that very son to further his cause only to....

"Why am I watching this?I do not even know who this is about except she....she looks so much like grandmother in her youth.But what could any of this mean?"
"It means you have a chance to see our collective hells,our mistakes and make your final decision to fix this.I have hundreds worth of lifetimes to show you in three months where she cannot stop me,you do not have the time to pause this and think.Watch."

I am trying vainly to move and forget that nothing works but my eyes and ears right now but the voice I hear is my own,older and much less...
Okay.

I hear me sound like I am so tired,aching for release that I can not have.

"What could she have done so wrong that led to all of this?I hear her thoughts that she wanted revenge on the villagers and to have Nagreboshi,what does that have to do with anything?She could not have meant to actually harm the timeline or other people.That doesn't make sense!"

I scream but it is only heard in my head,I hear the older voice of me speaking.

"We are all guilty of the same crime,she started it.You continued it by wanting everything as much as she did without be willing to pay the price like she has and does.I am stuck here finally being heard after centuries to finally get you to stop this,to stop us.This time,STOP US!"

I just want to get out of here,I don't want to keep seeing more of this,this past I don't want to see more of it.

No,no.