The Heart Break

 I texted Mullet Girl: Hey, I'm going out with a friend tonight.

Mullet Girl sees the message and gets serious. Ugh, why can't you just not go and wait for me to get back?

At the Kpot, the tension was high. I hugged J. "What did you have to tell me?"

"I GOT A BOYFRIEND!"

I spat my food out. "A WHAT? I mean... omg! I'm so happy for you. When do I meet him?"

(In my head: Right. I have no chance.)

He showed up, kissed her cheek, and I immediately started chugging alcohol. I was so jealous. I wish I could make her laugh like that.

I got wasted. J called Mullet Girl to pick me up.

When we got back to her place, I was a mess. "Mmm, too hot," I muttered, lifting my shirt.

"Woah, wait! You shouldn't do that," Mullet Girl said, pulling it down.

"Why? I'm hot."

I ended up with no shirt or pants on, passed out. Mullet Girl stared at me, blushing hard. She's beautiful... her body looks so soft-SNAP OUT OF IT!

The next morning, I walked into the kitchen completely forgetting I wasn't dressed.

"Woah, N! Put some clothes on!"

"Put some wh-OMG SORRY!" I ran back, embarrassed.

When I returned, she was making pancakes. She had her fitted gym shirt on, showing her muscles, and her hair was newly dyed with highlights.

She looks hot, I thought. "I like your hair. It's pretty."

After eating We went to class together. Her friend walked up. "Ouu, who's this? Is she your girlfriend?"

"No, we're just friends," Mullet Girl said, blushing.

(In my head: She likes girls? Why do I feel like this?)

N feels sick "Hey ima get to class I'll see you okay also nice meeting you."

After class, a text ruined everything. A photo of my new front door.

Unknown: You think moving would stop all this? Who is this new friend?

N: What do you want leave me alone.

Unknown: How bout you and me meet up this time. Hmm.

N: Why would I meet with you? I was stupid to follow your guys to begin with.

Then when I look up I saw J and her boyfriend. "Hey!" I called out.

"Hey," she said. Dry,Emotionless.

My heart broke. Does she not like me anymore? Just because of him? This hurts so bad.