Chapter 1:

Volume 2 Chapter 2: Changing Results

Zankoku Na Jinsei : In Another World I Was Suffered Like Hell (Volume 2) + (Volume 3)


Vol 1: https://www.honeyfeed.fm/novels/21882

Shin wanted to correct the timelines...

But for that, he needed the power which sent him in past

Suddenly, shin saw his face in mirror

Shin said '"If only i knew, how to travel into the past...

And, I also need a mask to keep my identity hide

If only i had powers to create it "

Then, Shin tried to create mask with his thinking and powers..

Shin put his hand on his face..

Around him, the air began to shimmer. Tiny particles, like dust caught in moonlight, twisted and swirled. Shadows stretched unnaturally, merging with strands of blackened metal that seemed to grow from nowhere. Whispered echoes of the lives he had failed—his mother, his caretaker, the butler, the nephew—swirled like smoke around his head.

“Dark alloy… blackened metal… shards of mirror… shadow and void…” he muttered, voice low, almost a chant.

The metal threads wove themselves into a skeleton across his face, jagged and sharp. Shards of mirror floated, reflecting twisted fragments of his own gaze and the faces of those he loved. Shadowy smoke seeped between the cracks, alive, curling, writhing.

Shin’s fingers trembled as the last shards clicked into place, locking the mask over his eyes, nose, and mouth. The mirror reflected a face he no longer recognized: hollow, godlike, and terrifying, a mask of his own grief made flesh.

It was finished.

A whisper passed through the mask—faint, like the echo of hundreds of lost lives. Shin pressed a hand against it. Cold, heavy, inevitable. He had created it.

Shin said"If i was like before, then probably i would be happy right?"

Suddenly, Shin tried smiling..

His eyes get more depressed and on his face there was no smile instead,

A rudiculus smile...

Then, suddenly he got back to past

Shin thought he had back two days before the suffering begin, his mother and maid death....

So, He decided to end his mother suffering which was about to come

He walk toward the house which was once his own

As he approached the house, he saw his mother stepping outside

He decided to end her life right there

But suddenly, a child fall beside her mother and then her mother stopped walking and move toward that child

Shin mother said" Are you alright? Where are your parents? Are you lost?"

Child answered"Yes, i am lost? Mama...... papa......"

Shin mother said" Then, lets find your mama?"

Seeing his mother like that he frooze there

And In right that moment

Shin begin slapping his face one after one

Shin Whispered"Why? Why?

Why i am being so emotional, I have to kill them before that man kill her"

Suddenly tears begin fall inside the mask

Shin Whispered "Wait a minute... If i kill my own self here then no one will feel any pain right?

My mother, maid, butler,wives all died because of me"

Then he waited for her mother to get distance from house so he can kill himself

After she get distance from house, shin ran toward the house and got inside

And right there, he saw his past self in hands of maid..

Shin said " hey, give him to me right now"

Maid asked " Why would i give my master to you? what the hell are you planing to do with him?"

Suddenly, he created a knife using his powers, he decided not to hurt other than himself

Shin said" I will kill him now give him to me"

After insisting for so long, the time was passsing and he was not in the position to wait

Shin whispered" I am really sorry for this but i need to protect mother..."

Shin said, "Really? If that's the case, then be ready to die."

Shin stabbed the knife into his once caretaker which was her maid too

Tears begin falling while killing her.....

She feel... but still kept holding my past self tightly.

Even when she was on the edge of death,

... She didn't let me go.

I saw with my eyes her blood splashed on my past self

And then, she died

Just like that...

The one who held my past self tiny hand

The one who used to brush my past self messy hair

and say,

"Young master, your future bride should fall for this stubborn cowlick"

The girl who gave me sweet behind my parents' back.

Gone.

And Then, when shin was about to move toward his past self to kill him

But then the door opened".

It was my mother.

"She asked: 'What is going on here, y....you!

How did you get here? No way you could be here, Leave my child, right now!"'

Shin said: 'I can't leave your son. I have to kill your son. if I don't, then there would be nothing correct."'

She started to grab the knife from him, but while she was grabbing it, the knife stabbed her stomach.

"AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" Shin shouted, his soul has broken in pieces, tears begin fall inside the mask...

"This was not what i wanted....

Hey, be in your sense now don't dare to collapsed, you already have did it please!!

I will heal you right now and then kill that unlucky bastard kid

then, you will not die"

Suddenly, a tear fall on her mother face from inside of his mask...

Suddenly, mother whispered " So, this is you after all huh? My son, shin"

"You are wondering why i know this right? Mother eyes... just kidding! your words, Like you said just now, tear which fall from your eyes, your voice

You are my son I just know it

I don't know how you are here, when already you are here...

Let me guess.. you are from future right?" she said, with a painful smile

Shin noded his head

Mother said' I don't know why are you trying to kill your self but let me tell you, something are that would never change like you are my son

That i risked my life to save child self of your so, please I beg you, don't kill yourself "

With a painful last smile of her, she passed away.

Then, shen begin shouted...

Healing magic!!!! Healing magic!!!!!

But that did not worked,

 because it can't heal the one who passed away

Shin ran and escaped from there....

And then, while running

He sent himself to one day before 

When his butler nephew was killed

Shin whispered "It bring back the memories...."

"Now i just have to give him a painless death..

 Before, he get painful death " Shin whispered, with a face which have no emotion or reaction

While whispering to his self he saw a young man with white shirt with black jacket and pant walking toward the house

It was butler nephew, and then his eyes suddenly catched a old man with something in his hand while following him

"Why is old man is following him?

Is he want something from him?

Don't tell me....he is trying to kill him...

But, he is just some old man... what can he do"  Shin whispered, with still no emotion or reaction..

Then, suddenly a rudiculous smile appeared on old man face..

He noticed some weapon in old man hand but he was not sure...

If, it was really a weapon to kill butler nephew...

But according to his brain which is packed with anime, it suggest him old man would try to kill butler nephew..

"Old man was killer at the end huh? i knew it old man is a murderer? I know.....I know this for sure he killed butler nephew"  Shin said

Suddenly, a rudioculous smile appeared on old man face and he move toward the butler nephew as with shockingly a faster speed a old man can have....

'Is old man about to kill him?

What do i do?

Even if i got there he would kill him before i can reach, i can get there

Oh.... i dont have time to think" Shin whispered, with a shockingly emotion he just got again...

 Shin rushed toward the butler nephew but still there was so much distance so he decided something..

Before, old man could do anything...

He killed butler nephew using a knife created by his power and throw at the stomatch of butler nephew...

"Agghhhh!!" Blood splashed out of his mouth...

Old man ran from there as fast he could...

Butler nephew moved his face toward shin...

"Why..

Did i did something wrong to get this....

Oh... shit, i promised that young kid to look and smile with a half painful and half smile...

Then, he died..

Shin whispered"I.....I am....i am really sorry"

Suddenly, butler arrived and saw his nephew dead there..

Shin looped his self in a little year ago....

And now he was around the time, when butler died..

 There he saw butler standing near the train..

Butler eye moved toward him

Butler whispered"yoou!!!! Bastard"

He ran toward fast as could to Shin.......

Chapter 2 ended

Note; Read the vol 1 to feel and understand the story better it is not too long it has only 6 chapters give it a try

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