Volume 2 Chapter 3: Filling the Grave

Vol 1: https://www.honeyfeed.fm/novels/21882

note; Past shin(Young shin) Future shin (Shin)

Shin looped some year's later....

And now he was around the time, when butler died..

There he saw butler standing near the train..

Butler eye moved toward him

Butler whispered"yoou!!!! Bastard"

He ran toward fast as could to Shin while opening his sword from its shell.......

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Shin shouted "What the hell?

Was you so excited to meet me huh?

I did not saw it coming bu-------------------"

Suddenly, his head been unattached from his body.....

And then his body parts begin fall one by one in piece..

"What the hell was that?

Did i have been cut in pieces this time..." Shin whispered, with a rudiculos smile on his face...

One by one...

His body begin regenerating..

This time butler cut shin body completely with his sword....

Shin was dead.............

Or was this butler thought at least....

Pieces begin regenerating again and then shin said,

"What the heck is wrong with you..

Do you don't have manners how to treat someone you just meet"

Butler eyes had hate for shin...

Butler said"Huh?

See.... who is talking about this...

It is the thing you did, you did to my nephew...

So tell me are you going after shin now...."

Shin said" Well... well so we can call this revenge arc for you right?

And answer to your question you just asked.......It is freakin yeah!!!!"

"I think this would be best reason to make him hate me and try to kill me" Shin whispered

"So, this is your decision at the end? then......... i have to kill you"Butler said

' "This place is not safe, so let's go to somewhere else...

Then how about where you got suffered in front of me while i was chained" Shin whispered, with a closed eye and faint painful smile on his face

He transported himself to there....

And after arriving there, butler did not waited for anything he kept cutting shin...

Shin was regenerating and butler was cutting...

This got reapeated not once but many hour without stopping..

Then butler asked unexpected question from shin,

"Why are you not killing me...

I know, if you wanted it then i would be dead by now...

But, still you are avoiding killing me....."

"I can"t kill him.... he is like my grand father......

he give me a place which i can say house

I accept somethings was not normal like giving some kid hentai anime experience and also some figures of, no i don't even want to remember that..

But still the way he cared about me as his son....

I am really sorry for what i am about to do"

Suddenly, he got close to the butler and then...

The metal solidified with a chilling hiss.

 The Hamon (the temper line) along the blade didn't look like waves; it looked like a distorted heartbeat monitor, jagged and erratic. 

The hilt was wrapped in the same blackened metal as his mask, cold to the touch.

A katana begin creating in his hand...and then,

The katana was a masterpiece of misery. 

The blade was a deep, abyssal black that swallowed the light, yet the very edge shimmered with a haunting silver glow—the light of the mirrors he had shattered.

When he swung it, the air didn't whistle; it wept.

And, then Shin stabbed the katana in butler heart....

Blood begin splashed out of his mouth....

"Aaaaghhhhhhhh!!"

Suddenly, the mask fall from the face of shin...

Then, butler saw someone who he consider as his grandson...

But, he was a young man now......

When butler was about to say something"WH------------"

Butler heart become heavy....

He noticed tears which was falling from Shin eyes...

He also noticed a face without any expression or emotion while his tears was falling......

Suddenly, butler noded his head and whispered to shin, 

" You sure are grown up now? It is almost like you have been died a long time ago...

I don't know about anything but, shin don't make yourself suffer like this to change something that has to happen anyways...." Butler said, with a painful smile on his face....

Then, before something else could come out of his mouth.........................his body become cold

His hands felt cold and eyes froze with the expression of pain...

He died......

"So, who am i going to kill now then" Shin whispered, his tears still falling but still no emotion or expressions

Days kept passing but was not known how many have been have since that, according to shin because he was looping..

He made everyone die by his hands...

And then, he found out....

"Shin was no longer the victim of the tragedy; he was the ink that wrote it.

 To save the masterpiece from being burned by a monster, he chose to tear the pages himself.

 He wasn't a savior; he was a 'Merciful Monster' who broke the hearts of those he loved to keep them from being shattered by the world."

And then, a thought arrived in his mind.

"Wait... does not this mean i have been taking lifes for nothing other than make the past again with same things....

No... wait if i did not make my past self suffer then i would never outlimit my powers right?

So i have to do what was happen to me to my past self...."

He got traveled in time and then, got close to the event when he was in another world....

He arrived at the place where he was attacked by monster but he saw nothing there.........

"I don't need to give a thought why there is no..... i know already why it is not and also what to do next...."

He thought that he was the reason himself that let him died by those monster....

He created monster with his power

After that, he walk toward the place where was the lab and right there was nothing...

No lab 

Not his mother in this world with no memory like he remembered....

Shin said again, "I don't need to give a thought why there is no..... i know already why it is not and also what to do...."

Again, using his power...

He created a lab there and a clone of his mother to place there and then he ordered the clone to go and get him here when he will arrive in this world

And made him tortured every possible way...

As the shin told the clone they did, and shin saw from the camera he just created with his powers to see everything is going as planned...

Then, after many days he summoned the clone and said her,

" In that room there is a clone i made, she is designed to paralaysed and also like shin she cannot died but only under some condition"

Then, he said clone to make the girl reach him so story can begin....

Like this he kept arranging the meeting of erwin and his past self like he remembered

And then, a most painful moment in my life that happened appeared and that was.....

The girl who i love after the maid .....

After 321 times torturing..

,The last time was arrived.

She was turned into liquid by acid on ground, but after a while, she healed completely

"Hey, please, please let me talk to her please," young Shin said.

the clone opened the chains as i said her to do..

"Hey Elwin...listen, Elwin, listen i remembered my name. you wanted to hear it, right?" young Shin said

"Really? I am so glad you remembered. So now, will you tell me?"She said.

"Yes of course, i will tell you. I have two names first is my orignal, and second is the one given by my butler, who was like my grandfather to me," Young shin said.

She laughed gently in pain.

"Amazing you have two names? Tell me, please tell me your name," She said.

"My real name is Shin tomoko and my second name is Sugimoto kimora," Young shin said .

Young shin said it with a gentle smile, closing his eyes.

But when Young shin opened his eyes and looked into Elwin eyes...

She was looking very beautiful, like a goddess.

A beautiful, gentle smile on her face and then she whispered in Young shin ears.

She whispered, " Hey... the answer to your question is yes."

they both looked at each other's eyes gently, they forgot abount everthing.

 they were about to share a moment of kiss.

Suddenly, Shin throw the acid toward erwin.....

"Enough of it!!! you have to do other works to do!! my past self" Shin said, with emotionless face

Her face melted from the acid in front of Young shin.

he screamed loudly and cried like his life had ended".

"After that they started experimenting on him again."

"Hey, listen I have nothing left to smile about.

Are you feeling happy now?"Young shin asked.

They looked at him with a messy smile.

clone said, "Yeah, we are very happy."

"You freaking psychos are definitely not normal people," Young shin said.

Like this event kept passing and then, the moment arrived where i got powers...

But like always there was somethings that needed to be created by me i walked toward the jail and secretly made a clone of a beautiful girl and locked her there with false memories and also stored false memories in the gods brain too.......

"And from now on my work here is done, now let's move toward the moment whe...

The heart begin echos of shin...

"One year after we met, she become pregnant with our second child.

We already had our first baby... daughter named yuki.

When She was at the hospital for delivery, I was send home to take some documents for the operation.

I ran as fast as I could.

I was just a few steps from my front door...

But then, In instant... I was summoned.

Back to that place.

The same place where I had accidentally killed the gods and goddesses.

But this time... there were no gods.

No goddesses.

Only one person stood before me.

He wore a black, full-face mask on his face and a deep purple suit.

He stared at me in silence... then finally spoke.

 that is what i remember..

Shin transported his past self and himself in the place where his past self got away from......

"So, i have arrived here?

Now?" Shin whispered.

Shin created the clones

And order them to perform as shin said.....

then, the young shin arrived here too...

Shin stared at the man he saw there, his past self the young shin

Like as i remembered hearing familar voices......

The butler, and his nephew.....but, now this time i know that they are clones not real one and they will do as i say.....

After all, i created them.....

The clones did as shin said.......act like they remembered him and say and act like shin say them....

"Act like the way i said you.........

After all, you are nothing more than my pawn aren't you" Shin said, with a rudiculous smile on his face

Chapter 3 ended

Note; Read the vol 1 to feel and understand the story better it is not too long it has only 6 chapters give it a try